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pulling back baggy pants and seeing how small you are >>>>>>>
I KEEP EATING😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 someone restrain me istg i need to get to a new lw 128 lbs i fucked up come back
i cant wait to get to the point where food disgusts me. i still have cravings and it makes every time i look in the mirror a living hell. i just want to look sick bro
why cant i be the boy who never eats instead of the one waiting until dinner
intro❤️
name: cj (he/him) ((might have alters i dont know quite yet, he/him and cj are accepted by them as well))
age/height: 18/ 5’ 2” (157 cm)
i love love love stranger things, arcane, fnaf, horses, minecraft and various other nerdy things
stats below cut (block dont report plz, pro recovery for you not for me)
hw: 146 lbs (66.2 kg)
cw: 145 lbs (65. 7 kg)
gw: 140 lbs (63.5 kg)
gw2: 130 lbs (58.9 kg)
gw3: 120 lbs (54.4 kg)
gw4: 110 lbs (49.8 kg)
gw5: 100 lbs (45.3 kg)
ugw: 95 lbs (43 kg)
doing my first liquid fast today (allowed myself dr pepper, coffee, and chocolate milk) and this shit actually easy as hell (for me) imma try and keep this going. probably going to have to break for dinner but imma try and keep skipping breakfast and lunch
eating a muffin cause god forbid i go a few hours without food??? and i know ive gotta look so incredibly gross eating
scrolling tumblr takes away my appetite so quickly i forget im hungry i love yall
sat down and saw the biggest thighs ive ever seen in my life !!!!!! who booed
(my) reasons to lose weight - transmasc edition <3
• lose weight on my chest
• ribs and collarbone showing
• loss of my period
• thighs not touching/less chafing
• being the small skinny boy
had a few hundred calories already today and i feel so bloated😭😭
fat lasts longer than flavor</3
its cold and i can see my rolls when i sit, the only way to have a good day is ⭐️ve 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
woke up this morning at 142 lbs (64 kilos) literally what the hell
sighs in im sick of binging, purging, binging, chilling, purging, and then chilling all day. I can still Taste the throw up in my throat. Yuck.
went to the doctors and found out I may or may not have a VIRUS!!! And god oh god knows how long I’ve had it, hopefully it’s one that’ll eat all my disgusting fat off!!!! DATTEBAYO!!! (I’m going insane)
LMFAOOOOO this was me when i saw irl a dog with the collar rexia 😭
I’m brainrotted. ITS NOT FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!
would love some wine but don’t wanna become alcoholic again after 2months in psych ward
finally 43kg
need 4kg more 2 lose (157cm 43kg rn but wanna b 39kg)
age: 23
height: 157cm
weight: 44,5kg
goal weight: 39kg
fave foods: rice cakes with hummus, bulgur, lentil salad, tomato soup, cashew nuts, haribo gummies
interests: horror movies, black camel cigarettes, green apple/creamy tobacco vapes, books (by nabokov, bukowski, guy de maupassant, burroughs, baudelaire, mieko kawakami, virginia woolf…), dogs, bunnies, vanilla scents, juicy bomb lipgloss, philosophy…
music: the smiths, deftones, radiohead, depeche mode, velvet underground, soundgarden, boy harsher, david bowie, sky ferreira, the doors, gorgoroth
ugh me and my bf got into a fight after i binged, never wanted to throw up more, but sadly im at a friends house :(
How did we go from this to nepo babies and ”body positive” models.
My inspiration for 2025 🍸🥂
she's Kate Moss and she's a rockstar trapped in a supermodel's body
New Year’s resolutions!!!
be skinny
lose weight
read 55 books
Reach my gw
be skinny!!
straight As and A*s
lose my thigh fat
be skinny
have an active social life
lose weight
never binge again
study more
be skinny
lose weight
Got termed spent a few months off of tumblr binging, but I'm back and fatter than ever. I'm a minor so if that makes you uncomfortable then DNI. Ugw is 88lbs/39.9kg. Ed accounts please Interact!! 🤍
rules* srry
Guys wake up a new lw just dropped!
Hell yeah!!
I hate the weekends. I can never control myself.
Lowkey would wanna get better. But I am literally nothing without my addictions and obsessions, so we’ll stay here.
Fun dip as OMAD is underrated. (45-50cals)