Sh Addict - Blog Posts

Lowkey would wanna get better. But I am literally nothing without my addictions and obsessions, so we’ll stay here.

I really need to cut my all my blades are so dull. :(

ALL SFX NOT REAL!!

BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!

MAKEUP PRACTICE!

Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.

my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO

i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again

If and when I get some new blades, I wanna add my dearests name and then I want to try some patterns :D

I've seen people do hearts and stars AND a hello kitty thing. I LOVVE HELLO KITTTYYY !!! But I don't think I have that much control (or patience) to carve a whole Hello Kitty face (and Cinamarolls my favorite, so I'd prefer to do him tbh :P)

Sooo ya !!!! When I get some blades, I might do some hearts and show them o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

(ill sob if I don't get some blades soon istg)

idfk yall

im NOT a deep cvtter </3 (i love styros so idc but yeah)

what should i do if i got blood on my bed sheets? how do i get it off? (this was from SH)

ok, so, u should scrub them under warm or hot water w a bar of soap to get some of it off, then u should sprinke hydrogen peroxide on them (u can get it from a drxg store) to remove the remaining bits of it off, dont forget to wipe it off when itz done, n then u should jst put them in the washer so they dont smell like chemicals n so theyre 100% clean

Tw:blood, fresh cuts Ai generated, SFX practice (SUPER REALISTIC)

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Are you sure? 🤨.

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Last chance..

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Apologies for my janky ass camera😭😭

update

i relapsed and its AMAZING it was stupid to quite in the first place

Tw:cuts n scars n shit

AI generated. SFX

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R u sure?.

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Here goes.

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My arm is healed, time to slice that ho up🤓👆🏽

Also some cuts on my (fat fuckin) thigh😜👆🏽

Tw:some blood, scars and stuff

Block don't report the usual

AI generated, SFX all the works

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R u sure?.

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Here goes ig

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Trash ass quality 😭🙏🏼

the scabs on my legs n arms make me feel crusty asf ToT

i dont give a fuck if i cut my arm bleeding

papa roach is onto shit yall i swear:O

listening to ayesha erotica while cutting is so theraputic

TW: Cuts ig

block dont report tyy

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physically couldnt wait 2 get home,left my pink one in my drawer :(((

Welp I relapsed.

It’s whatever atp pff

Hello :3

(´ཀ`)

Pretty much bored depressed no motivation whatsoever

The usual and I am also high asf

But I made this I need to make more heh

(´ཀ`)

sometimes I just imagine cutting my lip, like dragging the blade across my lower lip. i don't know why, I just do and I'm very very tempted to try it.

slight regret for how deep I cut on my wrist is now setting in

I need to stop going deep on my arm, its gonna bite me back in summer

if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)

i was rotting-in-the-forest

UMMM

just relapsed for no reason...its weird like.. i just wanted to...ALSO! my mom took my pills because shes scared i will try to ki11 myself lol

RAAAAH SAME ME RAAAAAH

Bro i have a therapy tomorow,my mom discovered i sh days ago and im so scared she will tell the psychologist..i know its okay to tell her and she will understand but i always freeze and feel embarrased when my mom is talking about it...she thinks im doing it to be fuckin cool...like..

IM ACTUALLY TWEAKING

Bro staying clean is fuckin HARD...like i can't relapse😭my parents will definetly know theyr like some damn FBI agents

IM FUCKING CRYING

my mom discovered i Sh....im so fucked..She was yelling like crazy...i KNEW she will be angry and just say how im dumb and shes disappointed in me...i want to dissapear

IDK ANYMORE

i have a therapy tomorow...SO EARLY IN THE MORNING THO AAAAAAAA...im kinda happy to see my therapist! but still...i CANT tell her everything...my parents would literally kill me if they discover my Sh Addiction...

bruh it hurts

I tried to stop bl33ding for about 10 minutes...i hate this...Its like i can't control my body! Its getting too much...