Landmine Jirai - Blog Posts

when i pick up something new and i'm not immediately better at it than more talented people who have been practicing for years

Chat … is it weird or wrong if I prefer to be referred to and treated as a fictional character??

Like … I LOVE the idea of getting fanart. And headcanons. And horrifically mischaracterised blog theories on here. And people kinning me. And people making edits. And people having merch of me.

Plus I HATE acknowledging that I’m real. I HATE IT!!

If I were spoken to face to face about me as a character maybe I’d be treated as like a developer or author of sorts??

i cut myself with a dr pepper can

i cut myself with a doctor pepper can/ so funny

hhahahaahheehehheehahhahahahaa dr pepper ahhaha

STOP REPORTING JIRAI ACCOUNTS. YOU’RE DOING MORE HARM THAN GOOD.

do you actually think that reporting mentally ill ppl’s safe spaces helps them in any way? do you think your some sort of saint by doing so? think it makes a difference?

NO. IT DOESN’T.

you’re the one who causes us most pain. causing us to lose the one place where we can be ourselves without the fear of judgement.

most of us don’t have a space like this irl. most of us don’t have friends to confide in, or a therapist to talk to. most of us don’t even have parents who love us.

so if you’re not actually gonna do smth abt our pain, then don’t pretend you care by taking away the one space were we feel comfortable.

i wanna get worse, I've grown to hate being aware of everything. Please Let my delusions wash over me again and make me see the "make-believe", it's the only way I've ever known. It's a way to make it through the days without shame or guilt. let me believe in my dearest darling for a while more, let this love that I feel never end or die. let the home I finally found be true and by God let me finally feel at peace even if it's only for a small moment

if you're still alive you're doing a good job! If you're still breathing you're doing a good job! There's no such thing as the "bare minimum" to life! If you're alive you're doing more than enough! Good job jirais!

stuck here for now, but trust me when I say one day I'll go home, to open arms and kind smiles. No longer a fool to make others laugh just so I can get the bare minimum of affection and praise but to make others laugh out of the goodness of my heart, one day I'll be free. Just wait and see, you'll see. I'll be a free bird oneday...

"I was born in the wrong era" bad for you I suppose! I was born in the wrong universe and I think about that fact everyday and I long for the day I might go back to my real home ^u^

daily affirmations

i am better than everyone

I look wonderful

All those who are my enemies should suffer

All those who upset me should die

People who criticize me are wrong and stupid

I deserve the best and totally not the worst thing to existence

All my suffering should be doubled and given to people who criticize me when I'm trying my best

My urge is to scratch myself, they should do the same

Men are so funny like WDYM you can't control your sexual urges when you see a 13 year old's bra through her shirt?? Heres an idea why don't you go KILL YOURSELF haha<33

Yes....

bedrotting but specifically when you hear your family fighting outside your room so you hope that if you pretend you’re asleep you won’t have to deal with that rn

I got bloomers... I can wear dark girly without much dysphoria now hehehe <3 feel so jirai danshi

sorry i can't donate (*T^T)

I need help

Hi, I need help to pay for my meds, please, I can’t afford them yet but I don’t need a lot, 1$ donation is fine, if you can’t donate please share 🙇‍♀️

I have a ko-fi and a throne, please 🙇‍♀️

(Coord pic to get attention)

I hate it when I do something and it becomes popular.

maybe my only friend is homophobic....

@the-real-loser-otaku-girl @dolly-girl-rie @liminal-lover @magigirl-jirai

sorry i forgot you (T^T) @sakiyaki-sashimi

Hey, jirais that gets jealous of other people's trauma because you feel yours isn't valid in comparison and constantly questions if it was really "that bad", your trauma is valid.

I want to disappear

I have the same thing on my forearms and this picture illustrates it well

(´･ω･)

Help this is TOO real

I think a lot of jirai/menhera committed suicide on January 1st :(

I hate when people say "jirai kei" is a fashion

I can't lose weight.... :(

jiraiblr is one of the best community

I'm too scared to go to school

I want notifications

I want love

RAHHHH

( T∀T)

I didn't throw up... I'm working tomorrow...

fun fact: when something happens to me I check if I'm still alive and that my soul hasn't left my body (and when I cross the road for example)

I just threw up.... I'm not working tomorrow!!!

I'm so happy for you but I don't hide the fact that I'm jealous

Best week I’ve had in my whole life!

I’ll never forget this, so many things happened, I have never felt more comfortable and happy around a person like this, so fast, ever. I had so much fun and I’ll miss him every single day until we can see each other again.

I want to cry, I still feel like I’m dreaming, this WAS REAL.

yessss I love winter and we can wear long sleeves without any problem

winter is the best season to be a jirai