Jirai Boy - Blog Posts

SOMEONE PLEASE GET THIS KID A CINAMAROLL BOXCUTTER !!!!!

(For totally normal teenage activity's 😼😼 he js needs to erm...cut....vegetables...to eat...like normal...)

Anyway, I rlly want the cinamaroll boxcuteerrr ahhhh jts so fucking cute istggg

I know I said I would draw KAngel but I saw a pose and then was like wowa !!! I need to draw Keyto.

(Djakdhow I did the best Jirai I could lmao, but I didnt wanna draw him in a skirt :P I also wish I was smarter and had used Cinamaroll colours not Kuromi colours but whateverrr, I'll stop yapping)

just wanted to let you know that if you post chubby / plus size / fat people on your ed blog and degrade them to make yourself feel better, you're an absolute piece of shit and I wish you mass hair loss

Chat … is it weird or wrong if I prefer to be referred to and treated as a fictional character??

Like … I LOVE the idea of getting fanart. And headcanons. And horrifically mischaracterised blog theories on here. And people kinning me. And people making edits. And people having merch of me.

Plus I HATE acknowledging that I’m real. I HATE IT!!

If I were spoken to face to face about me as a character maybe I’d be treated as like a developer or author of sorts??

i cut myself with a dr pepper can

i cut myself with a doctor pepper can/ so funny

hhahahaahheehehheehahhahahahaa dr pepper ahhaha

STOP REPORTING JIRAI ACCOUNTS. YOU’RE DOING MORE HARM THAN GOOD.

do you actually think that reporting mentally ill ppl’s safe spaces helps them in any way? do you think your some sort of saint by doing so? think it makes a difference?

NO. IT DOESN’T.

you’re the one who causes us most pain. causing us to lose the one place where we can be ourselves without the fear of judgement.

most of us don’t have a space like this irl. most of us don’t have friends to confide in, or a therapist to talk to. most of us don’t even have parents who love us.

so if you’re not actually gonna do smth abt our pain, then don’t pretend you care by taking away the one space were we feel comfortable.

if you're still alive you're doing a good job! If you're still breathing you're doing a good job! There's no such thing as the "bare minimum" to life! If you're alive you're doing more than enough! Good job jirais!

stuck here for now, but trust me when I say one day I'll go home, to open arms and kind smiles. No longer a fool to make others laugh just so I can get the bare minimum of affection and praise but to make others laugh out of the goodness of my heart, one day I'll be free. Just wait and see, you'll see. I'll be a free bird oneday...

"I was born in the wrong era" bad for you I suppose! I was born in the wrong universe and I think about that fact everyday and I long for the day I might go back to my real home ^u^

daily affirmations

i am better than everyone

I look wonderful

All those who are my enemies should suffer

All those who upset me should die

People who criticize me are wrong and stupid

I deserve the best and totally not the worst thing to existence

All my suffering should be doubled and given to people who criticize me when I'm trying my best

I got bloomers... I can wear dark girly without much dysphoria now hehehe <3 feel so jirai danshi

Hey, jirais that gets jealous of other people's trauma because you feel yours isn't valid in comparison and constantly questions if it was really "that bad", your trauma is valid.

The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly

Trynna act cool and mysterious at the library knowing damn well I'm just scrolling on my silly tumblr 🧍‍♂️

70 followers >////<

Tyssmmm, I dont deserve all of you lol

IM ALSO 5 DAYS CLEAN NOW !!!!! It's so hard, i might relapse tonight, but still 5 days is a lot :]

I really want to cut off my friends because their so toxic and make me feel like shit, but I don't have anyone else to hang out with at school :/

I might not even talk to them, but at least I don't look like a fucking loner :(

One of them in particular is pissing me off cause they always tell me about their relationship struggles or their interests, and whenever I tell them something they dont listen. I can't care about them at all atp, like your partner doesn't like that you like men ?? Well I fucking told you that they were toxic I can't help you. The fuck do they want me to do ??? They send me weird images or weird things in general, and I tell them to stop and they never apologise and continue. They js make me uncomfortable and they used to punch me alot ╯︿╰ I fucking hate my friends, I'm gna jump into a meatgrinder.

hypersexual isn’t just being horny all the time btw please actually shut the fuck up

I don't rlly understand why I don't fit in with anyone :/ everyone just becomes boring, or is mean to me, or treats me in a way I don't want. I try to keep an open mind about my friends/people, but I want friends that are decent people. I want to surround myself with good people, because they would be good, and maybe I'd figure out the correct way to live and act around people, but everyone's who's bad has found there way to me ╯︿╰

I want to slitttt their throaatssss, it's not FAAIRRRRR, HOW COME THEY GET TO BE TOGETHER AND IM ALL SAD AND PATHETIC AND ALONE !!!!!

I was imagining the perfect partner in class again >////< Im going to try to get in classes without all of my current 'friends' because i just neeeeed to meet other people and find a partner whos js so nice >////<

Saw my moots @sw33tl1f3 do this poll so I'm doing it ^^

:3

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔

"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"

God forbid a boy has hobbies 🙄

"you're all jirai enough" Until one of us is fat, pudgy, copes/deals with trauma in a different manner than what's commonly perceived, doesn't dress "dark girly", is transgender, is gay, is a man (????there's a literal term for Male jirais), is black, isn't European, isn't Japanese, isn't American, is from a second or third world country, *can't* dress "dark girly", doesn't self harm, doesn't do drugs, doesn't do alcohol, is hypersexual, isn't an NSO fan, is pro-recovery (that one's a little debatable but whatever), isn't a female in general, isn't deathly pale, doesn't have an ED, doesn't have "soul crushing" trauma, is undiagnosed, self harms but not by cutting, and the list goes on

It’s so weird that people’s first thought isn’t cutting themselves when they’re having a shitty day. Crazyyyyyy like I’m about to have the time of my life with my blades when I get home.

Another thing I hate with jirai tt is that whenever there's a darker skinned or plus sized jirai they don't classify them as one :(((

I wish I had a reason to attend school :P

i think i have bpd but idk how to mention it to one of my therapists because what if im wrong and just being an attention whore ˙◠˙

Jirai tiktok when a minor can't afford the expensive blouses that adults can >:((

(seriously wtf is wrong with Jirai tiktok, they revolve it all around the fashion and whenever they see someone who actually has a more explosive disorder they get angry that there not doing it correctly...like...that's the whole point...Jirai means Landmine, and Landmine's explode...)

“you hurt yourself so what’s the difference of me hitting you” im mentally ill and your just crazy.