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how do i have so little to do and yet so much?
IM GOING TO FUCKING KMSSSSSSSS
IM REWATCHING THE HUNGER GAMES MOCKINGJAY PART TWO AND FINNICKKKKKKK
FINNICK DESERVED TO LIVEEEEE OUTTA EVERYONE HE DESERED TO LIVEEEE. MY FUCKING SICK MY STOMACH HURTS SEDATED MEEEEEE
Random ass oc 🤷🏻♀️
I need someone to care like this. I need someone to mourn me.
3 assignments due tomorrow! i just started! month long project due next week and im barely done! and im also sick!
I might finish it tomorrow or Sunday chat. Man I wish I had a relationship like these two love birds 😭❤️
THEIR SILLY
I am half asleep drawing this 😭
So umm got bored in class today 😍
Fell asleep in math…did not end up good 😨
Don’t y’all LOVE terrible lighting! 😍
He was feeling himself today 😍🙏 Any art request 😃
Maybe discontinued fics written by orphan accounts make this life no longer worth living
Just some doodles I made during the school days
I think a lot of jirai/menhera committed suicide on January 1st :(
AYYYYYYY AT LEAST WE GOT BYLER TRENDING AGAIN
I'm only here because my friend threatened to kick me in the shins if I didn't get tumblr
Looking at you @dukingadorablez
yk what. I have to force myself out of the derealization mindset. only bc I know I will actually lose my mind and do stuff that's not great js because I'll think it won't matter bc I'm not real and nothing is and I'll get sent to a mental hospital
me as a kid wanting to be tall enough to see myself in the mirror.
me now crying and feeling sick when I look in the mirror.
Vent
oh yeah, today's been great, definitely didn't relapse. definitely didn't nearly have a panic attack because I thought blood was dripping down my arm in lesson. definitely didn't keep walking into the guy who made s*x jokes about me for half a year last year. definitely not getting angry and overwhelmed by everything and getting yelled at by my parnsst to sort my attitude out.
ever just zone out and start questioning everything??? keeps happening recently, stressing me out slightly.
me looking round the classroom, hoping no one saw me flinch when the teacher started shouting
i just want more attention.
i just wanna be reconigzed.
i want people to see me.
but the only way they will is if i hurt myself.
so maybe ill cut more often.
but that would be selfish of me.
so ill stick to craving for now.
That gets me thinking about my approaching death. Death - the birth of my end. A begining to an end.
I have romantised my death so much so that I fantasise about it at times. It comforts me that one day all of this noise and music will stop. That i will be forgotten and i will not even remember that.
But i am impatient for this destiny to forth, i want it now. If i were to complete my final act and have my beauty froze. To shorten this life i know i have lived enough.
I am certain of this death and often anticipate my end. Surviving everyday has become so tiring.
Lord if u be, grant me this wish.
End me.
Im tired
And scared
(Typos ik)
Does amybody else have school on saturdays??
I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD
THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!
🎀Why🎀 can't🎀 I🎀 just🎀 be🎀 those 🎀 anorexic🎀 girls🎀 with 🎀my 🎀knees🎀 to🎀 my🎀 chest🎀 next 🎀to🎀 my 🎀bath🎀 tub 🎀making🎀 sad🎀 depressed🎀 tiktoks?? 🎀
HUH TELL ME FUCKING WHY
Me After School ( I Wana 🎀 myself🤭🫶
I firmly believe that, originally, Liu Kang had expected that the champion would be Kenshi. Now, don’t get him wrong. Any champion would be fine by him, he trusts them all and loves them all. And it would’ve made sense that Kenshi would be the one to win, as he was the one with the most experience out of the four champions.
But when Kenshi was defeated, it took him by surprise that this man, Kenshi, who escaped the yakuza. Who was more skilled in fighting terms, that had more experience, had lost.
That put Liu Kang slightly on edge. Because it meant that his champion would be either Johnny, Raiden or Kung Lao. When Johnny lost, his nerves weren’t appealed. But when Kung Lao lost, it felt like he could breath again.
His brain making him remember when his friend had died on his timeline. He trusts Kung Lao, he trusts him as a person and he trusts his strength. But he’s still grateful that it wouldn’t be Kung Lao the one to face Shao Ka—General Shao.
Even if this new tournament, that he himself organized, didn’t required for anyone to die, like in his timeline, Liu Kang—despite all the eons that had passed— still had it fresh in his skull when his friend died. The celebrations that the public had made when Kung Lao’s inert, cold, dead body hit the arena. The way his eyes were wide open, staring at nothing, and how the bone of the neck was slightly peeking out through the skin.
Liu Kang doesn’t think he will ever forget any of it.
Wip + Soundwave wallpaper lol
I’ll add tags soon, collage has been killing me (self insert x Soundwave)
collage has been killing me (self insert x Soundwave)