Cvt - Blog Posts

Yall how do u tell if a cut a styro or a cat scratch 😭

That gets me thinking about my approaching death. Death - the birth of my end. A begining to an end.

I have romantised my death so much so that I fantasise about it at times. It comforts me that one day all of this noise and music will stop. That i will be forgotten and i will not even remember that.

But i am impatient for this destiny to forth, i want it now. If i were to complete my final act and have my beauty froze. To shorten this life i know i have lived enough.

I am certain of this death and often anticipate my end. Surviving everyday has become so tiring.

Lord if u be, grant me this wish.

End me.

Im tired

And scared

(Typos ik)

ACTUALLY being stuck and having NO solution but suicide is so unbearably cruel

I think I hit beans today.........(woo-hoo?)

(ALSO WHY TF ARE ALMIST ALL OF MY POSTS GETTING T WORDED U FUCK)

I NOT SCARED >:<

(Please tell me u got the reference PLEASSSSE)

IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY IM NOT HUNGRY

VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy

I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS

Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS

*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum

I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)

AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO

I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY

YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH

Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so

in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho

I'm laughing so hard GUYS there's a music band called STIFF LITTLE FINGERS 😭😭

Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

Gonna reblong cuz WHY DIDDNT THIS GET MORE LIKES IM LITERALLY SO CREATIVE AND COOL AND FUNNY

I aspire to be like my hair

Fine and thin

Hehe that one nirvana song

I WANNA HIT BEANSS SO BAD

beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans beans

The best way to put it is that trying to be clean is like constantly feeling thirsty and not being able to do anything abt it

Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?

I HATTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEE THE FEELING OF FAT UNDER MY SKIN

I aspire to be like my hair

Fine and thin

72h fast begins now

Oh to go back to the first day i self hsrmed

My heart hurts

MAMMMAAA I WANNA DIE SOMETIMES WISHED IVE NEVER BEEN BORN AT ALLLLLL

Does amybody else have school on saturdays??

I JUST REALIZED IVE BEEN SAED WHEN I WAS A CHILD

THE MEMORY JUST LIKE APPEARED OUT OF THIN AIR OMFG WHERE WAS THIS?!

I swear when i move out i am COVERING my body in cuts from head to toe

so i’m actually ending it. he’s gonna be upset with me cause i relapsed. fuuuuckkkk.

dm if u want pics

what do you use for $h? (like razor blades, glass, ect)

i use the blades from razors, i think they work the best. i don’t use a specific brand or anything just what’s there yk

i swear i cannot be the only one who scrolls and looks at sh when i’m bored or when i’m eating

WAIT CAN I SEE THE CARVING I CANT DM BC I FORGOT TO CONFIRM MY EMAIL BUT IF U SEND IT I CAN STILL SEE GAHHH

GURLLL I DKNT WANNA GET T WORDED, i might put a filter on it if you want OR try to confirm your email

can y’all please please PLEASE ask me anonymous questionssss

i’m in school and i’m so boreddd

my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO

stop y’all, i literally opened tumblr while on the school wifi and forgot they have certain things blocked and when i opened tumblr it showed the “this is usually your dashboard” SHIT AND I GOT SO SCAREDDDD

I DID IT!! DM IF YOU WANNA SEE

i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.

update- he wants me too 😛😛

i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.