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I can’t ever respect you, you bounded everything to make me hate you. It’s same thing every time, everyone has fun and you make light-hearted joke until you get ostracised and bullied. Not everybody can makes jokes apparently, but not all people can be friends as well. I am forced to be evil because you need me to be one. I can’t be your friend neither a bystander, I need to be the consummate for your friendships.
Even if I didn’t ever want it. That’s why I can never respect you.
nice bpd, did ur mom give it to u
"but it was a joke!" okay well your joke made me want to kms but thats fine since you were just joking ig
I don't want to do this anymore. It fucking hurts so bad. It's not worth it. I'm tired.
Migraine aura + Splitting/ Spiraling = Fucked
If my mental illnesses weren't enough, the seasonal cold has been sitting on my head making my mind even more cloudy and jammed. How is any of this fair?
Fucked and how. I need a vacation. Getting it. Then back to the bullshit which is my life.
it's breaking me to cry for nothing
no one
something I never had
and probably never would
it's a longing that has no end
no reason
- after a negative pregnancy test
I can't form so much as a tear
but I seem to be drowning still.
but being numb/feeling empty is a whole another level of worse.
sometimes the emotions get so intense that i'd rather be numb.
Time to go underground and push everyone away after an overwhelming weekend.
I'm so sick of these destructive defense mechanisms that do protect me from getting hurt but at the same time trigger the fear of abandonment, because of which I employ these mechanisms in the first place.
What the fuck.
How do I make someone understand
just how much I have to fight everyday?
That I'm perpetually at war with my brain
that I don't let myself lean on anyone but myself
even if it makes the fire harder to extinguish
but isn't that what I really want?
To burn and burn
and burn.
ACTUALLY being stuck and having NO solution but suicide is so unbearably cruel
i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend
Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad
my boyfriend keeps on talking about how much he wants another girl
why can't I be the type of girl that forgets to eat when stressed instead of eating too much
also which picture is better
I want to die
REPOST THIS SO PEOPLE SEE PLEASE OR ADD MORE WEIRD PEOPLE THAT YOU KNOW ABOUT
IF THIS BASTARD TRIES TO TALK TO YOU PLEASE DONT LET HIM HES LIKE ONE OF THOSE WEIRD "COACHES/DOMS"
let's be mentally unstable without creepy mens interference please 💕
i don't really ever talk about relationship problems its always so personal my boyfriend is so good with words but wow 🙁
idk what to even say or think or anything
he doesn't even know about the really bad things about me too ☹️☹️☹️
he went back to being sweet and everything but I don't know what to do about it at all
how do you break up with someone that you love
10 days sober off klonopin and sh and all i wanna fucking do is relapse !! is it even fucking worth it to keep this up !! all i fuckin want is someone to talk to and be actual friends with but i guess that's impossible !!
it's pathetic how much i fucking hate you. i can't fucking stand it. i hate that you're out with your fucking friends and ignoring me. you know i want you to be happy but why can't you see how much of my happiness you're responsible for. why the fuck did you get me addicted to you like this and then just fuck off.
I think everything is just supposed to be fucking miserable all the time.