Pienyami - Yami♡kawaii

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Not having an fp feels like getting torn apart.

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bpd bpd thoughts bpd vent bpd fp jiraiblogging bpd problems bpd posting i need someone to care for me as i obsess over them... someone to feel safe with bpd fp vent

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
the amount of romanticization of bpd n demonization of npd.
like these r from the same cluster dont cherry-pick shit,
none of these r evil.

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bpd personality disorder npd no im not saying that bpd is now all good in societys eyes. n no im not against the whole romanticization to cope. demonization romanticization

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
"be urself" what if "myself" is just constant mental
breakdowns, meltdowns, paranoia, delusions, splitting, n dissociation

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi

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pienyami

1 month ago

Very cute acc!!!! I like the vibe ❤️‍🩹

-@crimson-jirai

Image that says, Thank you thank you, I love the vibe of your blog too! And the overall look

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ask crimson-jirai

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pienyami

5 days ago

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pienyami

1 month ago

filter: styro beans

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tw sh implied tw sh related cvtblr Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type made of styro tw sh destructive behaviour shblur

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pienyami

4 weeks ago

average day as a borderline

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pienyami

3 weeks ago

I want to be covered in bruises and scars

I want to look like the most damaged person you’ve ever fucking seen

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pienyami

1 week ago

keeping myself from cutting everyone off just because deep down I still have hope that some of them actually care and eventually will notice my absence.

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rb used to do this all the time... ofc they didnt care tho.

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pienyami

1 month ago

Text messages.
First, Why the fuck isnt my FP messaging me?
Second, You already know i need you stop fucking ignoring me!

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mentally unstable bpd bpd fp Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi bpd posting

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pienyami

1 month ago

For me, I don't feel like a corpse. That is a foreign feeling to me. But a feeling close to that is sometimes when I wake up, I feel as though I didn't sleep at all. I just closed my eyes and WOAH a lot of time had passed but I still remember it all very well like it happened an hour ago but nope. It's the next day.

It makes me feels like I never really slept in the first place or I just took a nap, not full on sleep. Or this life is like a simulation I am in. I pause for rest and then unpause the game to come back.

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