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I LOVE YOU. I NEED TO FIND YOU

DOES ANYONE KNOW WHO THIS PERSON IS!?

for context ever since I started my account this person had been reblogging all my stuff and I don't know who they are

I think I have a stalker and I don't know how to react 😰

OMG YK WHAT PMO SO BAD????

so i have pretty bad social anxiety, and presenting in front of people is one thing, but presenting in front of people i’m not comfortable with/don’t know well is another. In this case, I’m presenting in front of people i’m not comfortable with or don’t know well. Sometimes while i’m presenting, i’ll be talking, then all of a sudden in the middle of saying a word, i’ll just stop speaking unintentionally. it’s like, for example, “I love Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure so mu-…” AND THEN I JUST STOP SPEAKING??? It’s like my breath gives out or something??? idk but it pmo so bad and i’m so tired of it😭

Another thing with my social anxiety is that it takes me a while to actually get started on talking when presenting something in class. I just stand there and look dumb. I look around the room and at the floor then back to my teacher and they’re just like, “It’s fine. Whenever you’re ready” and then I try again, but i just CANT DO IT. So of course my classmates get impatient and start looking at their friends with THOSE kinds of facial expressions while they wait for me to finally start talking. Then when I do the other problem I talked about before starts up☹️ idk what to do you guys ugh this is so annoying

sorry for the yap

HELPPPP TODAY WAS THE DAY ME AND MY FAMILY GO OUT AFTER CHRISTMAS SHOPPING TO SPEND THE MONEY WE GOT SO WE WENT TO BARNES AND NOBLE AND THERE WAS THIS GIRL THAT LOOKED TO BE MY AGE WITH A MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE SHIRT ON AND I WANTED TO SAY, "Nice shirt." BUT I DIDN'T AND THEN I REMEMBER HOW LAST YEAR ON THE SAME DAY FOR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING THERE WAS ANOTHER GIRL WITH A LESBIAN PIN ON HER BAG IN THE SASME BARNES AND NOBLE AND I WANTED TO SAY "Nice bag" TO HER TOO

GOD IS THROWING ME WOMEN AND I'M DISAPPOINTING HIM GREATLY

Does anybody know how to block a tag??? Please. I am very concerned at some of the stuff on my feed 😭😭😭😭😭 please

IT WAS 4 AM WHEN I WAS READING THIS AND IMAGINING THIS DUDE SITTING ON HIS DESK AND WRITING THIS WITH A SAD FACE ALMOST MADE ME CRY AAHH I LOVE HIM SM 😭😭‼️‼️🫶🫶

Edit: DON'T read the tags, i look like im mentally ill.

#016

Dear Diary,

At the moment, Hirotsu @fallingcamelliapetals is not at home, and unfortunately, I have far too much time to think. I've also regrettably turned to the bottle again and am becoming sentimental... how I hate that...

Damn it... everything I've been pushing down is rising up like poison.

Natsume is to blame for everything. He thought it would be a good idea to introduce us. I still remember our first encounter very well. You were so cold... just like always... For some reason, I tried to elicit some emotion from you, but I always failed. And although I generally don't allow myself to feel, I realized after a while that I had been lying to myself. Yes, I had started to develop feelings for you. But by the time I realized that, it was already too late, and you were well on your way to opening your detective agency, while my role as the leader of the Mafia was already sealed.

I really tried to hate you, but in the end, I could never quite succeed, and how I hate seeing you happy, even though I've always wanted nothing but the best for you. But I suppose it was always the realization that I would never be able to have you. Unreachable...

And now I sit here. I finally have the love of my life, and yet... fear of loss is once again consuming me. Allowing myself to feel always makes me insane. As beautiful as it is to close my eyes and slowly be drawn from the grips of love into the sea of emotions, the fear of losing it all is just as terrible... to slowly and surely perish like a fish out of water. Especially after I've learned and discovered things about myself that I didn't even know before... wants and needs I was previously unaware of.

One would think I’m a grown, old man... but in the end, I’m just a love-starved boy, full of fears of being alone...

day 19

uhhhmmmmmmm..........

(when a guy who joined one of your classes three days ago who you literally have never even made eye contact with and stares at you constantly and you don’t know his name and he doesn’t know yours and he’s verbally violent and just gives you budding psychopath vibes writes you a full six page love letter along with an illustration of you and him together)

AITAH?

For extra context, neither of us have actually dated anyone before so this was our first date.

I(female, teenager) have been talking with a boy in my class. He's nice, compliments me often, and has met my mom on our first date(she was chaperoning and he was pretty cool about it). He's a genuinely nice guy who seems to actually like me. However, he hasn't shown any interest in anything I haven't mentioned except for cars. He doesn't talk about his own interests, instantly shifts or derails his opinion to match mine, and only really answers questions that agree with things I've said. I'll be blunt and say that I'm a rather intelligent girl and that he's a little dull. I feel like he's shifting himself so that I like him more. I can see myself in a happy relationship with him but at the same time can only see myself dulling my intelligence to be more on his level. My mom has told me that he doesn't seem like he'll stimulate my brain in the way she knows I want and need. I don't know what to do because I like him but I feel like he's changing himself into someone I'd like more.

You can‘t just throw all these terms at me, I am atleast an ally if not a member of the Lgbtq+ community (still contemplating), and I don‘t even know some of these terms. like what is xenogender or maverique or toric.

Imagine

guys is it weird that no matter how much you eat you still feel empty??? Cause I've eaten 2 bags of chips, a sandwich, and I just had some oatmeal but I still feel empty, what do I do, and this has been going on for dayssss

Ao3 is down.

i think a harry potter dni person followed me what do i do i love hp-

I dont support the trans = bad stuff cuz my gender is a mess rn and like bro lemmie just enjoy my silly lil game- also the community itself is very enjoyable and comforting as ive met plenty of gay ppl in there who just dont care about the transphobia stuff cuz harry potter is what they like. tbh for me its what the community is about not the creator, a large example is warrior cats and prob other communities too

uhhh idk what else to say after that small rant whats yalls fave quest in hogwarts legacy? mines where u save buckbeak or tame the lord of the shore idk which one i just love the creatures in that game sm

Help someone is being nice to me with romantic undertones on TikTok I think I’m gonna delete the app

my boyfriend keeps on talking about how much he wants another girl

why can't I be the type of girl that forgets to eat when stressed instead of eating too much

also which picture is better

I want to die

do I look like cute and nerdy with glasses or do I look autistic

feedback appreciated

how tf do you edit the place where it says “ask me anything” 😭😭

edit: got it!

I accidentally did something to a post and I feel so bad it disappeared DD:

The Bill of Rights and the Constitution have been REMOVED from WhiteHouse.Gov.

That’s it.

That’s the post.

hello everybody and welcome to another episode of what the fuck is this shit