Yap Session!!! - Blog Posts

wait i realized i've never said some fun facts about me, so here we go (for the ZERO!!! (wow! such a big number) people that care

name: sunncy

pronouns: she/her

know: i don't like to cuss/won't do it (unless i'm quoting something/a song title) except for slurs. i won't say any in any circumstance even if it's a quote/song title.

hobbies: playing violin (i'm such a nerd), writing, and playing minecraft and roblox (i don't have a life.)

if you have "mdni" in your bio DO NOT INTERACT!!!! i am minor. i also do not interact with nsfw content. DON'T SEND ME NSFW CONTENT. PLEASE TAG IT CORRECTLY SO I DON'T HAVE TO SEE IT.

i want friends so feel free to interact, my dnis r literally just the basic ones like dni if: racist, homophobic, comshipper, etc as follows. if you're confused then send an ask

i'm a fan of lots of stuff and i'm willing to learn about more stuff if you want to talk to someone about it

I AM THE NUMBER ONE IVAN AND LUKA FAN. (alnst) DO NOT FIGHT ME ON THIS. I AM RIGHT

music: femtanyl, mindless self indulgence, kiltro, twenty one pilots, kevinkempt, the oh hellos, carpenter brut, the crane wives, half•alive, mac miller, kendrick lamar, tyler the creator, childish gambino, i don't know how but they found me, good kid, mitski (very specific songs), fontaines dc, polyphia, tart, fall out boy, glaive, john, one hope, friday pilots club, fall out boy, and so many more holy

main fandoms: mha, epic, forsaken, phighting, alnst, the life series, hq, dead plate, and some other ones but those are the ones I'm actually active in

i am writing a smau for mha but it's not good and very rarely worked on !

OMG YK WHAT PMO SO BAD????

so i have pretty bad social anxiety, and presenting in front of people is one thing, but presenting in front of people i’m not comfortable with/don’t know well is another. In this case, I’m presenting in front of people i’m not comfortable with or don’t know well. Sometimes while i’m presenting, i’ll be talking, then all of a sudden in the middle of saying a word, i’ll just stop speaking unintentionally. it’s like, for example, “I love Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure so mu-…” AND THEN I JUST STOP SPEAKING??? It’s like my breath gives out or something??? idk but it pmo so bad and i’m so tired of it😭

Another thing with my social anxiety is that it takes me a while to actually get started on talking when presenting something in class. I just stand there and look dumb. I look around the room and at the floor then back to my teacher and they’re just like, “It’s fine. Whenever you’re ready” and then I try again, but i just CANT DO IT. So of course my classmates get impatient and start looking at their friends with THOSE kinds of facial expressions while they wait for me to finally start talking. Then when I do the other problem I talked about before starts up☹️ idk what to do you guys ugh this is so annoying

sorry for the yap

i want him to lay in my lap while i play with his hair!!! i love him so much!!!

ugh look at my baby😕😕😕 i love him so much it’s not funny anymore

SUE ME GUYS but lowkey nicole is annoying as hell sometimes like ohmygosh getting all in her feels bc shredhead99 wasn’t some random ass dude “OH U KNEW IT WAS ME BLA BLA BLA” no babe… that’s not… SYBAU NICOLE U ANNOYING ASS BITCH

anyway yuri is the best!!! i love his hair!!!

wally is fine asf too!!!!

quinn x rhonda for life!!!

i love this show!!!

realized i never did an intro post on myself here hi

first things first here's my linktree

ok so uh my name is riku, some people call me ricky or roo for short. im 21 years old born on the summer solstice, Brazilian Japanese Romany, transmasc enby, demipan and partnered to a cis dude (emotionally intelligent black excellence tyvm), mentally disabled (ADHD, high functioning autism, cptsd, BPD, fragmented identity symptoms, etc etc), and physically disabled; my mother's family was a performing arts troupe in São Paulo and Registro and i had an accident that my leg didn't heal from correctly - that and spinal/hip injuries from my childhood have left me with a limp since i was seven years old. i walk with a cane now, as i may have mentioned in other posts.

im a full sail graduate, i majored in rhetoric composition/literary studies and minored in abnormal psychology, i'm planning to going back to get my journalism degree - right now i'm a TA for my old prof.'s rhet. comp. course and i also help grade papers for an elementary class, i have a CSR day job but i get it all done.

this next bit is gonna sound a little batshit bananas but roll with me here

there is a sort of alter ego or other consciousness in my brain named Onryoko who is a separate individual from me, as well as a spiritual entity that was said to be demonic in origin that takes up space in my psyche - It doesn't want me sharing It's name yet. my pronouns are i/he/they, Onryoko's pronouns are ele/elu/one/oneself, and It's pronouns are It/Itself - sometimes if one is more alert one will use we/us as pronouns as well. let me be clear - i do not have a dissociative identity disorder diagnosis, nor do i feel the need to get one as i interpret the two of them as manifestations of my higher consciousness and links to the spiritual world - i'm in control and i choose when i allow one or the other to be conscious with me, i don't black out or have amnesia or anything like that. if i am crossing any boundaries or anything or if u know of any communities on here i might relate to please let me know, this is simply how i was raised to deal with this.

Onryoko is whats called o receptáculo for the demonic entity that my grandmother (obatian) on my father's side clocked and neutralized when i was a baby cuz she serves cunt like that, and with that comes being a 3rd gen shaman - Onryoko essentially is our higher self? is how my obatian explained it. i found Chaos magick when i was 15 and the rest is kinda history. Onryoko has another blog dedicated to all that and we're working on content creation for spirituality and occultism; one does free tarot readings right now until i get our shops figured out, if ur interested in that kinda thing come meet us up here ----> @onryoko 🔮

other than that uhhhhhhh i main magik on marvel rivals (ps5 handle is onryoko963, rivals handle is ONRYOKO) im a Cancer sun Leo moon Cancer rising, andddddd i rlly like swimming cuz its the only exercise i can do where i dont die immediately. im very sarcastic and ive been told i have a very "fuck u" energy irl so idk if that will translate here. i dont mean to be mean and if u tell me im being mean i'll make sure im not asap :) ok thats it thanks byeee

My acc is all over the place in terms of what I post rn but I don't really care so...

My thoughts on the Chaos redesign for Hades 2!!

I personally enjoy Chaos' new look, sure their more human appearing but I don't mind (I'm attracted to both the glob and the pretty humanoid, and I'm not even ashamed)

But I do understand the criticisms of this new design, Chaos is the embodiment of the void and creation so them being just a bunch of ambiguous gunk makes sense.

But I have a theory that because their the embodiment of creation they change their form every once in a while.

I think the new from is the fetus that's in both designs. It's smaller in the new because that from is newer and younger. The fetus grows over time and once the old body dies Chaos' consciousness is transferred to the new body once it's old enough (new Chaos is holding was is likely og Chaos' skull) and then that new body grows a fetus and the cycle repeats.

Also the two designs are very obviously not the same body - ones a bunch of gunk one is not, og Chaos is darker and has a different face shape - but they share enough characteristics for it to be believable that their the same person - bat like wings, the eye motifs, bright colors, ect.

And, they are the only character that has gotten such a major redesign (most just adding armor to their design) so there's likely a lore reason for Chaos' new look that we don't know yet because it's still in EA.

I was describing and acting out the final fifteen to one of my friends who’s never seen the show, and said this back:

Aziraphale: I want you to come with me!!

Crowley: I want you to cum with me!!

And I feel like it practically summed up the ending.