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you can always be thinner, look better.

red hair was in march. green shorts are now :D i feel like i look weird as hell in it because im sort of leaning over but oh well. my legs look nice anyways.

i am st@ving extra all month long to be so skinny for my bday so wish me luck 😔👍

pulling back baggy pants and seeing how small you are >>>>>>>

i love my legs.

🕸️𓆩♡𓆪🕸️ 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑𝖔 ! 🕸️𓆩♡𓆪🕸️

active may 2024 !!!

˚୨୧₊♱ lana, 22, she/they

* do not follow me if you are not an ED blog, you are under 18, or you are currently in recovery!

* this is my only safe space, please block dont report. i dont encourage any of these behaviors to anyone.

˚୨୧₊♱ seek help: 1-800-931-2237

𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 my name is lana, im 22 years old, and i use she/they pronouns :3

𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔 i have had mia for 10+ years now. i was hospitalized in 2023 (partial and res) and am an ed tumblr vet. this most recent relapse has been my worst to date, so please be kind. lol

𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖘 gothic/alternative fashion/music, kpop, sanrio, horror, studio ghibli, & anime !

𝖍𝖔𝖇𝖇𝖎𝖊𝖘 drawing/painting, dancing, singing, witchcraft, playing games (animal crossing, mario kart, & fortnite especially !)

˚୨୧₊♱ stats (lbs)

height: 5’3

sw: 240

cw: 152.2

lw: 150.6 (feb24)

gw1: 170 ♡

gw2: 160 ♡

gw3: 140

gw4: 120

gw5: 110

ugw: 88

monthly update tag: #lana’s monthly check ins 🃏

Yeah, bc OF COURSE that's how it works 🤡

OF COURSE showing fat characters

=

Glorifying obesity 🤡🤡🤡

OF COURSE making plus-sized characters to help people accept themselves (it's totally not that it's literally what MH is about in the first place, about ACCEPTING OUR DIFFERENCES) is the same as brainwashing someone to gain weight and become fat🤡🤡🤡

(she's not even that big in the first place, wtf was that user on when they were writing this)

I feel like if you guys liked my curry recipe, you're gonna like this one as well. I like to call it "ed approved curry noodles"

✨Ingredients✨

👉 200g of konjac noodles (I used fettuccine shaped ones) - 12kcal

👉 1tsp of curry powder - 16kcal

👉 1tsp of garam masala - 9kcal

👉 salt and pepper to taste

👉 30g of white onion - 10kcal

👉 30ml of 3.2% milk - 18kcal

👉 water

~total: 65 calories!!!

✨Instructions✨

Drain your noodles and set them aside. Then, cut up your onion and fry it for about 2 minutes on a dry pan before adding milk and water (Idk how much water I used, maybe about 70-100ml). Stir everything and then add the seasonings before dumping in the noodles. Leave it to cook until most of the water-milk mixture evaporates, making it a thick sauce.

Dump the meal into a bowl and you're done!

(Remember that I do NOT promote ana or any other eating disorders, you deserve to eat, you need to eat to survive, I don't encourage you to get yourself into an ED if you don't have one (don't do it. It's not just a diet, it's dangerous), I'm just sharing some of my low calorie recipes/meal ideas to help you and perhaps encourage you to recover because you do deserve to recover, you deserve to be happy and eat without feeling guilty ❤️)

7.06.2024

I got my period 🥲👍

(Being AFAB sucks)

Anyway I only had coffee in the morning again. I'm starting to get used to skipping breakfast.

At around 12AM I went out and got a haircut (super happy with it)

A little bit later I had some pearl barley with a lot of seasoning (it made it taste super spicy but that's fine, I like my food super seasoned)

Oh, I also finished the bag!

Later that day I went ahead and started making another one in different colors. I can give you guys my Vinted username if anyone is interested in purchasing something like this from me.

Then me and my mom went to the mall. Along with some yarn and food for my rat, I got some drinks and my favorite guilt free bars

(Haven't tried this flavor yet)

As a snack, I had an energy drink and some konjac jelly (peach flavor, my fav)

Around 8PM I had dinner: two boiled eggs with generous amount of salt (cuz I physically cannot eat eggs without salt), some toasted bread and grapes

Calorie-wise it was my biggest meal but it was also super good and filling <33

My total was: 614kcal

(please do not try to repeat what I'm going here, it's very unhealthy, I'm not trying to promote ED to anyone in any way, I'm just showing you guys what I happened to eat today and that's literally it)

Being chubby/overweight is just so unfair, people bash and disrespect you no matter what you do.

No matter what food you eat (if you eat unhealthy, they hate on you saying how "they could never", but if you eat healthy, they think you're lying and eat much more when no one is around)

No matter if you exercise or not (if you don't, they yell at you to go to the gym, but if you do, they either don't believe you or make fun of you for being a fat person in the gym)

If you have an ED, they don't believe you (because society thinks only skinny people struggle with them) and claim you just eat too much.

If you say you like being fat and feel comfortable in your body, you're automatically promoting morbid obesity to everyone around (or have a sick fetish for fat people)

If you say you dislike being fat and plan to go on a diet, barely anyone believes in you. Most people just make bets on how long your little "diet" will last.

Society does all those shitty stuff to you and then say they do it because they "worry about your health" but you know damn well they're lying (because in cases where a skinny girl literally promotes pro-ana behaviors and starvation, no one bats an eye)

stayed under 1000 cals for the first time in FOREVER everybody cheered🎉🙌

i’m doing so awful with eating, i fear my friends and fam are a tad too good at getting me to eat, BUT just wait til i get to college and i’m practically alone🎉🤞

literally had a shitty week full of binging and guilt🎉🎉 i feel like shit but i’m gonna start going to the gym next week with my friend so hopefully that gets me back into the flow 🤞

thinspø🤞❤️

my friend just mentioned something about a freshman 15 and ig it’s a thing when college freshman gain 15 pounds during their first year and i’m terrified 😭

Hiii, i’m new to this whole ed tumblr thing but i’ve recently found out that i can meet people like me on here and i wanna make some friends fr🤞 I’ve been working on loosing weight and i want some people to encourage me to continue. sooo if anyone wants to become mutuals hmu 😁

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god i look like shit

body check btw but it’s not really skinny enough to need a tw!😜

i gained ten pounds and broke up with my boyfriend

Now i’m like the soul sucking extremely depressed and hopeless mentally ill instead of the manic 🌈💕🌸 mentally ill where i felt good but knew it was bad

I'm gonna KMS I GOT A BANANA SPLIT AND ITS 1030 CALORIES 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

ITS TOO LATE TO THROW IT UPPPPPP WTFFFFFF

LIKE MY POST TO GET SKINNIER OR SOMETHING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️this is the only form of social media where I show my face 😭 so I'm not too worried about people finding me I love my severely triggering communities though 😝💕

idk why I'm posting this tbh

have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓

I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)

I hate when my stomach sticks out a little because I'm girl and I have a uterus 🤬🤬🤬🤬

I just did the second pics because I LOVE THIS SHIRT SM IT MAKES ME LOOK THINNER 😝😝😝😝

tw bodycheck at the bottom (I look kinda fat bruh 🙁)

the urge to slit my wrists is insane ngl but I kinda wanna make one of these my pfp which one should I do??? I hate vertical pics so much they make my face look so long 😭

random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho

that is a actual wedding dress lol

I need to find better places to take pictures omg

I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day

does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕

Can't wait to lose weight 💕

y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝

this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓

also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol

why does my face look so weird 😭

what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something

I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.

I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do

i hate how different my thighs look when I sit down vs standing up

IT LOOKS DECIVINGLY LIKE I ALMOST HAVE A THIGH GAP BUT THEN WHEN I SIT DOWN THEY RUB TOGETHER AND ITS SO BADDDDDDD

I wish I was thinspo worthy lol

i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)

🙁🙁🙁

I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute

btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol

YALL IF YOU WANT TO BE TRIGGERED GO WAYCH ONCE UPON A TIME IN HOLLYWOOD OMFG

there's some hippies in it and they are all like so so pretty AND thin omg I just like to look at thinspo pictures I think they're just so nice but they just give me a vague feeling of want BUT THIS MOVIE MOTIVATED ME LIKE HELL 😭😭😭😭

idk why the pose is weird but like the outfits are bomb in the movie too