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I give up guys I'm staying fat 😔 (I'm still gonna feel guilty about eating though)
I've literally just bounced around the same 20 pounds for the last few years
💕please always get vitamins in whenever you can and eat low cal and high protein food whenever possible!!!💕
"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝
I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆
bodycheck
I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔
my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it
I'm gonna KMS I GOT A BANANA SPLIT AND ITS 1030 CALORIES 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
ITS TOO LATE TO THROW IT UPPPPPP WTFFFFFF
my omad was ice cream 😝
I always look skinnier laying down
I miss when my ribs showed 😔😔😔😔😔
I keep on trying to get my mom to be okay with me (TRYING TO) model and shes like no it's such a toxic place it promotes eds and they'll want you to lose weight and show your ribs and I'm just like....I'm actually wanting that already
I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️
lightning makes it always look different lol
it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭
BODYCHECKKKKK 😝😝😝😝
I actually love the first pic omg💕
let's just say my stomach looks like that cuz I ate a lot tonight 😝
also my pants are actually so unflattering there's literally no way to look good in them
Got my period. Binged. Purged. Cried.
have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓
I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)
tw bodycheck at the bottom (I look kinda fat bruh 🙁)
the urge to slit my wrists is insane ngl but I kinda wanna make one of these my pfp which one should I do??? I hate vertical pics so much they make my face look so long 😭
random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho
that is a actual wedding dress lol
I need to find better places to take pictures omg
I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day
does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕
Can't wait to lose weight 💕
y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝
this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓
also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol
why does my face look so weird 😭
I wish I was thinspo worthy lol
i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)
🙁🙁🙁
I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute
btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol
i think i have to accept i’m building muscle
pros are burning cals at rest but cons are A HIGHER WEIGHT ON THE SCALE ARFGHG
when i was eating normally last week i probably started growing smth but still
is the wellness lifestyle for me?? xx
body positivity activists when you’re shaped somewhere in between thin and average
cannot wait until i find myself a drug dealer later and immediately ask for a tub of adderal
tw long ana rant
i’m so pissed off rveruday is a battle to convince myself that i need help, that i’m not a wannarexic, that my body is normal maybe a little skinny, that it’s not abt what i eat but how i think but i can’t fucking believe ANYTHING
i can’t thr0w up to save my life i can’t relate when ppl say “i could never eat all that” bc ik damn well i could. i could eat that entire plate and still be hungry for seconds. for desert.
no matter how many times i remind myself i’m literally -ving, that i’m weak and knee-deep into this ed i can’t believe it
bc i don’t look sick enough. no one can tell i’m fucked up except for my friends who probably know by now. only they know i refuse to eat yet the second i break my fast i’ll gorge on anything near me.
not all of my bones are showing yet, only the normal ones that every skinny person alr has.
no matter how many hours i’ve fasted i’ve never fainted once. sure, maybe i’ve come close to that at times but that still means no one will ever know bc they’ve never seen me do it.
every time i come into school it’s the same bullshit every. single. day i’m so tired of it
i see thinspo in all of my classes and they all wish they weren’t skinny, talking abt how they wish they looked healthier or smth
“i skipped breakfast this morning bc i forgot/wasn’t hungry”, “stop i eat sooo much idk how i’m so skinny!”, “we’re such big backs for eating chips”
SHUT UPPP
who the hell loses their appetite when they’re stressed. who loses their appetite at ALL and why does it never happen to me whether i’m binging or -ving???
when i move out i’m gonna have a big fridge full of nothing
parents coming back home saved me from a terrible binge at 7am sharp
god what is wrong with me
the problem is i can follow instructions on recipes so i create delicious deserts that are now in my face 24/7
take these blueberry muffins for example. ohmigod they’re the best sensory experience ever n i never thought muffin batter was yummier than cookie dough
thank u sammie
https://sugarspunrun.com/blueberry-muffins-from-scratch/
recovery will never be an option i fear
i’m so destroyed mentally that i’ll just feel worse if i fix my relationship w food bc i’ll still be lacking everywhere else in my life
i’ll always be anxious, a people pleaser and terribly jealous of everyone else
my stomach is flat from being -ved but the bottom. it won’t fucking LEAVE
it’s like i can’t even wear a crop top bc it looks so off
if i ever had to omad only one food for the rest of my life it would be these cookies
they take up literally all of my afternoon every time i make them but they’re so worth it
also ignore the 500cal per cookie i need u to ignore them so u won’t go insane
pls try them on days u don’t feel awful abt food i beg
idk why i run to the mirror every time i go to the bathroom thinking im gonna get the bc of the century
Starving and manifesting ✨
Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs
