Recovery Will Never Be An Option I Fear

house is full of food, so much fruit yet so much to eat before it goes rotten

and then they bought my fav sweets god is it hard to lock in 😭

get out of my feed i beg

haii if anyone has some mango mealspo cuz i recently got some i would love to hear it ty :33

I need new characters for the 2025 season. Why is everyone in my life someone that I already know?

forgot how much of a god complex starving gives me

maybe when spring makes its way into the seeds of trees, it will plant one into my mind too. one that will cleanse my soul of everything that is sadistic and destructive about me.

the seed will bloom into a beautiful flower that is nourished by the affection of the sun, beaming on the body i try to deplete of its forces day after day. the scent of the pollen will inspire in me a new kind of love for myself that is lost in the covers of my bed.

i desperately need this flower to stop my body from withering away as my mind starts to reach new lows i’ve never seen before.

this disorder is fucking ruining my life

okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?

i’ve heard that this is only a thing with ed’s. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.

WHITE STRAWBERRIES R SO YUMM

the whole box (10oz) is 96 c@ls btw but i would explode before doing that

that pizza was the hardest thing to eat i could barely swallow it

i wish that one day it comes down to refusing those slices entirely