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rules* srry
i’m doing so awful with eating, i fear my friends and fam are a tad too good at getting me to eat, BUT just wait til i get to college and i’m practically alone🎉🤞
I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)
I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭
TW 3D.
FAT.
BREAKFAST! 😿
-Egg white + spicy salt: 17kcal
-Black berries: 5kcal (although it seemed weird)
-Black coffee: 2kcal
TOTAL: 23kcal 🤍
PD: I love egg whites although they make you retain fluids!! Be careful with that.
why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.
Me fr
So I do OMAD, and I was wondering if I still should take a-z vitamins, as I read that many people who underate died because of low potassium. But at the same time, vitamins can cause a lot of health issues if exceed.
I’m really confused, could somebody help me?? 😭
I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.
I’ve just seen a girl in my gym that has my goal body. I’m going to kms 😭😭😭
I’ve been maintaining for a really long time and I feel so bad about it, I feel like restricting is worse now than before for some reason. I’m starting rn.
Today I ate SOOO bad and I’ve gained weight, i’m not longer on my gw F***. I tried To purge but I couldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I like an@ but I sometimes prefer to be more of a mi@ girl. 😮💨
*ೃNo binges July✩‧₊˚
she is so me
manifesting on my journal.
What I ate today:
- Broccoli (140g-49cals)
- Bass (50g-63cals)
- Watermelon (4g-2cals)
- Strawberry (6g-2cals)
- Pineapple (90g-45cals)
Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals
Total of calories eaten: 160cals
PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!
I have a love-hate relationship with lax, like i love how skinny i feel after using them, but i hate feeling my @ss is on f fire.
MEANSPØ.
You choose your destiny.
You choose your d13t.
You choose the person you want to become.
You choose your b0dy.
Remember that the only person who is making you f47 is yourself.
god i look like shit
body check btw but it’s not really skinny enough to need a tw!😜
I give up guys I'm staying fat 😔 (I'm still gonna feel guilty about eating though)
I've literally just bounced around the same 20 pounds for the last few years
💕please always get vitamins in whenever you can and eat low cal and high protein food whenever possible!!!💕
"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝
I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆
bodycheck
I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔
my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it
ITS TOO LATE TO THROW IT UPPPPPP WTFFFFFF
my omad was ice cream 😝
I always look skinnier laying down
I miss when my ribs showed 😔😔😔😔😔
I keep on trying to get my mom to be okay with me (TRYING TO) model and shes like no it's such a toxic place it promotes eds and they'll want you to lose weight and show your ribs and I'm just like....I'm actually wanting that already
LIKE MY POST TO GET SKINNIER OR SOMETHING ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️this is the only form of social media where I show my face 😭 so I'm not too worried about people finding me I love my severely triggering communities though 😝💕
idk why I'm posting this tbh
I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️
lightning makes it always look different lol
it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭