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I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)

I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭

I fkin hate being a sk1nny-f4t. Likeee?? I workout everyday and i eat very little, what the f

TW 3D.

FAT.

BREAKFAST! 😿

-Egg white + spicy salt: 17kcal

-Black berries: 5kcal (although it seemed weird)

-Black coffee: 2kcal

TOTAL: 23kcal 🤍

PD: I love egg whites although they make you retain fluids!! Be careful with that.

Reminder that w/ an@ you can still eat tasty stuff:

Breakfast after 18h fast.

-Black coffee (2kcal)

-Rice Cake (28kcal)

-Egg whites omelette (1x17kcal)

-Pickles (11kcal)

TOTAL: 57kcal

why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.

Me fr

GUYS I NEED HELP!!!

So I do OMAD, and I was wondering if I still should take a-z vitamins, as I read that many people who underate died because of low potassium. But at the same time, vitamins can cause a lot of health issues if exceed.

I’m really confused, could somebody help me?? 😭

I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.

I’ve just seen a girl in my gym that has my goal body. I’m going to kms 😭😭😭

I’ve been maintaining for a really long time and I feel so bad about it, I feel like restricting is worse now than before for some reason. I’m starting rn.

Today I ate SOOO bad and I’ve gained weight, i’m not longer on my gw F***. I tried To purge but I couldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I like an@ but I sometimes prefer to be more of a mi@ girl. 😮‍💨

*ೃNo binges July✩‧₊˚

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she is so me

manifesting on my journal.

What I ate today:

- Broccoli (140g-49cals)

- Bass (50g-63cals)

- Watermelon (4g-2cals)

- Strawberry (6g-2cals)

- Pineapple (90g-45cals)

Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals

Total of calories eaten: 160cals

PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!

My best friend is the moon. She always listens to me when i need it. I love smoking c1garettes white talking to her. She is the only one who understands me. Love you moon xoxo.

a girl trapped in her thought is a girl you doesnt live

That’s it, im f rel@psing.

@NA HELP!!

Guys please i know this sounds bad, but could you 1nsult me or something? Like i swear the meanspø is not f working and i need to get back on track rn.

Please comment me sh1t.

I have a love-hate relationship with lax, like i love how skinny i feel after using them, but i hate feeling my @ss is on f fire.

MEANSPØ.

You choose your destiny.

You choose your d13t.

You choose the person you want to become.

You choose your b0dy.

Remember that the only person who is making you f47 is yourself.

I NEED TIPS!!!

I’m just starting with anå, what vitamins should I take???

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Diet Coke and cigs are the only things keeping me alive. ♡