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3 MONTHS FROM NOW, YOU WILL THANK YOURSELF

Literal life changer!

Ive been drinking this for a few months now and my hair and nail health have been perfect, astronomical change!

I’m getting worse (i’m eating more)

I hate this, I hate eating little for days and then start eating like a p1g. I gotta lock in. Anyways, I have a friend at school who I started talking to since the beginning of the school year, and I recently discovered he is @n@‘s friend to, which is nice and bad at the same time. He understands me and I understand him, but it feels like a competition. Anyways, at least I don’t feel alone. 😭😭😭

TW 3D.

FAT.

BREAKFAST! 😿

-Egg white + spicy salt: 17kcal

-Black berries: 5kcal (although it seemed weird)

-Black coffee: 2kcal

TOTAL: 23kcal 🤍

PD: I love egg whites although they make you retain fluids!! Be careful with that.

why isn’t my f*cking laxative working?? 😭😭😭 i binged too much and i cannot puke. FUCK. MY. LIFE.

Me fr

GUYS I NEED HELP!!!

So I do OMAD, and I was wondering if I still should take a-z vitamins, as I read that many people who underate died because of low potassium. But at the same time, vitamins can cause a lot of health issues if exceed.

I’m really confused, could somebody help me?? 😭

Ok guys i was just kiddin

I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.

I feel like if I treat my ana like a weight loss journey more than a disorder, it could be a lot more easier, plus I wouldn’t torture myself because I ate a cookie or I binged. From now on, I’m going to have a good relationship with food inside my disorder. You may not call it ana but idc, this shi is torturing me. I’m still going to do OMAD and fast.

I’ve just seen a girl in my gym that has my goal body. I’m going to kms 😭😭😭

I’ve been maintaining for a really long time and I feel so bad about it, I feel like restricting is worse now than before for some reason. I’m starting rn.

Today I ate SOOO bad and I’ve gained weight, i’m not longer on my gw F***. I tried To purge but I couldn’t. Don’t get me wrong, I like an@ but I sometimes prefer to be more of a mi@ girl. 😮‍💨

*ೃNo binges July✩‧₊˚

she is so me

manifesting on my journal.

What I ate today:

- Broccoli (140g-49cals)

- Bass (50g-63cals)

- Watermelon (4g-2cals)

- Strawberry (6g-2cals)

- Pineapple (90g-45cals)

Recommended calorie intake: 1510cals

Total of calories eaten: 160cals

PD: I did so well today, I hope I don’t f*** it up later!!!!

@NA HELP!!

Guys please i know this sounds bad, but could you 1nsult me or something? Like i swear the meanspø is not f working and i need to get back on track rn.

Please comment me sh1t.

I have a love-hate relationship with lax, like i love how skinny i feel after using them, but i hate feeling my @ss is on f fire.

MEANSPØ.

You choose your destiny.

You choose your d13t.

You choose the person you want to become.

You choose your b0dy.

Remember that the only person who is making you f47 is yourself.

"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝

I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆

bodycheck

I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔

my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it

I hate when my stomach sticks out a little because I'm girl and I have a uterus 🤬🤬🤬🤬

I just did the second pics because I LOVE THIS SHIRT SM IT MAKES ME LOOK THINNER 😝😝😝😝

Can't wait to lose weight 💕

y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝

i hate how different my thighs look when I sit down vs standing up

IT LOOKS DECIVINGLY LIKE I ALMOST HAVE A THIGH GAP BUT THEN WHEN I SIT DOWN THEY RUB TOGETHER AND ITS SO BADDDDDDD

I wish I was thinspo worthy lol

i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)

🙁🙁🙁

I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute

btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol

YALL IF YOU WANT TO BE TRIGGERED GO WAYCH ONCE UPON A TIME IN HOLLYWOOD OMFG

there's some hippies in it and they are all like so so pretty AND thin omg I just like to look at thinspo pictures I think they're just so nice but they just give me a vague feeling of want BUT THIS MOVIE MOTIVATED ME LIKE HELL 😭😭😭😭

idk why the pose is weird but like the outfits are bomb in the movie too