Idk Why I Run To The Mirror Every Time I Go To The Bathroom Thinking Im Gonna Get The Bc Of The Century

Paz de la Huerta and her paintings

because after every despicable action that i will commit i will still be holding onto my skinnyness to save me

being nervous/excited is the best laxative trust

cannot wait until i find myself a drug dealer later and immediately ask for a tub of adderal

i just wanna have a friend that's just as disordered as me irl. We would talk without feeling judged and give each other motivation. it's rlly another pointless fantasy about having cool and understanding friends I wish could be with me.

ahh but for now i can only hope for someone like that to come along eventually. i kinda need them rn but it's fine I can wait.

hmmm yeah im actually healthier when im weak and frail rather than fed and energized why do u ask

heavyy on the first two bc fasting can get so boring at school

How to romantacize wl :

Dieting :

Pretend ur a trainee who, in order to debut needs to be at ur gw until deadline(eg 1 august)

Fasting:

pretend ur a supermodel who needs to fast in order to partacipate in a runaway

Workout:

Pretend ur a bodybuilder and you workout to win a competition

Running:

pretend ur running a marathon and youll win a prize if you run (number) kilometers

Walking:

Pretend ur walking with your lover

this is why i do terrible things to myself

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me bc unfortunately i need male validation for motivation. sometimes

he will soon have to see you in a bikini, lock in!!