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telling him i relapsed y’all IM SO SCARED
Do you ever wanna just do the most violent things to yourself? Like have you ever hated yourself SO much that you could physically and mentally torture yourself willingly until your body just gave out from the pure exhaustion of it all?
so i’m actually ending it. he’s gonna be upset with me cause i relapsed. fuuuuckkkk.
dm if u want pics
They need to invent sleep where I don't fucking wake up.
my man said it was wrong of my friend to give me advice and tips for cvtting and said i need to be better BUT I DONT WANT TOOO
he knew what he was doing when he chose the mentally ill one
i want to be covered in scars
bro i miss being able to just cvt/⭐️v myself without anyone noticing :/
like why can't u just mind your own business dude
u don't need to know why I'm wearing a hoodie in the summer or during pe or where i disappear to at lunch
what do you use for $h? (like razor blades, glass, ect)
i use the blades from razors, i think they work the best. i don’t use a specific brand or anything just what’s there yk
i swear i cannot be the only one who scrolls and looks at sh when i’m bored or when i’m eating
Nah, I don't need sleep
I need to hit beans :3
Always, ‘Why do you cvt?’ ‘What’s wrong?’ ‘Stop..For me😔’ ‘Why would you do that?!’ ‘Ew.’ ‘Attention seeking.’
and NEVER, ‘’Oooh that’s hot, let me help you boo.💋💋’’
WAIT CAN I SEE THE CARVING I CANT DM BC I FORGOT TO CONFIRM MY EMAIL BUT IF U SEND IT I CAN STILL SEE GAHHH
GURLLL I DKNT WANNA GET T WORDED, i might put a filter on it if you want OR try to confirm your email
the dread i feel when someone asks to catch up but i havent hung out with them in so long bc of my depression that it feels like im breaking the law </3
can y’all please please PLEASE ask me anonymous questionssss
i’m in school and i’m so boreddd
i feel like such a shit friend for struggling to reply to the one person that goes out of their way to talk to me
Somebody DM or send me askssss I'm bored and want attention as soon as I finish my work out ^_^
my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO
"If tampons should be free, then so should my diabetes meds."
Yes? Yes they should be? Your life-saving medication that you need in order to live for a condition you were born with should be given to you at no cost?
"look at your arms!" god forbid a girl have hobbies damn
me when the days start blending together and I can't remember what I'm supposed to be doing
“It’s not that deep” well the çvts I made are
kys bitch i hope u hit a vein and die
I actually haven't cut in a few days so I won't!
Anyways people that give mean anons like this are cowards. If you're gonna try and hurt people at least have the decency to show your face? But I'm guessing you're an ugly little bitch based on wordage alone
Ofc i didnt end up killing myself. Its all just a fucking cycle.
Wake up, enjoy the comfort of bed, realize life fucking sucks, Get depressed, smoke, drink, feel better, then feel worse, fall asleep, do it all again.
does anyone ever wish they had a partner that would tend their wounds and kiss all the pain away
I wish I had the strength to just end it already.
When you cut people off and they don’t even notice
They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone
stop y’all, i literally opened tumblr while on the school wifi and forgot they have certain things blocked and when i opened tumblr it showed the “this is usually your dashboard” SHIT AND I GOT SO SCAREDDDD
“you hurt yourself so what’s the difference of me hitting you” im mentally ill and your just crazy.