I Wish I Had The Strength To Just End It Already.
I wish I had the strength to just end it already.
More Posts from Trynabeprooanaaa2 and Others
old people with dyed pretty hair make me want to stay alive just to become one of them
One thing nobody tells you about eating disorders is how boring it is to have one, it's just constant waiting, waiting for my next meal, waiting to see the scale go down, waiting to see results, waiting to hit my next gw, it never ends
"I let my intrusive thoughts win and I dyed my hair 😜😜😜" girl if I'd let my intrusive thoughts win I would be probably in a coffin with maggots eating my rotten corpse rn
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I'm just spiraling again
so i’m actually ending it. he’s gonna be upset with me cause i relapsed. fuuuuckkkk.
dm if u want pics
"you're fine and mentally healthy! it's just puberty!"
no it's not. nobody else my age feels this way. none of them struggle this much with just puberty. nobody cvts themselves cause of puberty or hallucinates cause of puberty or plans their svicide cause of puberty or feels like they wouldn't give a goddamn if they dropped dead tomorrow because of fucking puberty. none of the girls or guys my age feel this way.
denial is not just a river in Egypt apparently.
i was so naive covering my body with scars thinking that somebody would notice and care, now i know that nobody cares no matter how bad it is and now im left with my body covered in scars. all for nothing.
for my birthday i want seven packs of cigs and a lifetime supply of bandages .𖥔 ݁ ˖ ʚ(*´꒳`*)ɞ .𖥔 ݁ ˖
YALL I GOT T WORDED!!! MY LAST ACCOUNT WAS @trynabeproana
@pxppyboycy @someonezqt1 @styro--boy @fleshcollector @styrofoam-slic3r
IM SO SORRY YALL BUT IM BACK
update, i went with my parents and my father lied saying i’m lazy and it’s because of my phone that i don’t go AND said i ran away which is also a lie (he kicked me out) like mf that’s not true. but i have court ordered therapy because they hate me and are trying to take away my personality but when it was over when i was leaving the place my mom pulled me aside to talk abt smth and i started bawling my eyes out because he wasn’t believing me and was believing my father and basically just told me to and i quote “get your ass to school” like mfff
why are you going to court tomorrow (here because your post)
i have to go to court for truancy, i never go to school 😭
oopsiessss
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