。°⚠︎°。 SFX BLOOD NOT REAL 。°⚠︎°。
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I'm just spiraling again
my life is just a collection of poorly made decisions with alternative music playing in the background
What’s ur fav monster flavor, mines mines Mango loco. I you could, can you suggest a flavor? I’m think of trying some new ones pls! >_<
ooo mines the strawberry one!! i wish i had suggestions but i don’ttt i’m so sorry
And even when you do go deeper It’s not enough. Then blaming yourself for being shit at literally harming yourself.
It's so nice being on tumblr because you don't even have to make your own post but people would still follow you anyways if you're good at rebloging posts they like
why tf am i the sperm that won the race??? i wish i just ended up in like a cumsock or something, being alive sucks ass.
its satisfying to make myself worse. it makes me feel like im in control.
Idk why but there’s something comforting about feeling my stomach grumbling. Like although it hurts it makes me feel like im getting thinner.
the dread i feel when someone asks to catch up but i havent hung out with them in so long bc of my depression that it feels like im breaking the law </3
Brooo, I start feeling suicidal for the stupidest shit
I wanna relapse and get into cutting again (I’m so stressed I can’t take this anymore) but at the same time it’s so difficult to hide and I don’t really know how to take care of my cuts :(
I used to just pour water on my cuts, wipe away the water and blood, then tape a folded piece of tissue to it 😭
i know i’m gonna sound like a hypocrite but if you have alrwady stopped, i don’t think it’s the best option to start doing it again unless it’s like your absolute last straw