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Brooo, I start feeling suicidal for the stupidest shit
When someone jokingly calls me emo, I say I'm not, but then they ask to see my wrists:
the blade calls to me
"liked your post" "liked your post"
OK BUT WHERE'S "replied to your post" "anonymous asked you" ?!?;?!?!?! WHERE IS IT?!?!?
How “Mental health matters” mfs look at me when I don’t cover my scars, have a SHED tumblr, don’t brush my teeth or shower for days on end, and sexual1ze myself to the point no one wants me
And even when you do go deeper It’s not enough. Then blaming yourself for being shit at literally harming yourself.
*gives myself a wound that probably needs stitches*
Uhhhh yeah let’s slap a bandaid on it it’ll be fine
Sorry I’ve been gone, but nothing really matters anymore.
SFX!
I'm shit at art, but give me a blade and some tissues and I'll make a masterpiece.
does anyone flip back and forth between not wanting any attention at all because it repulses you, and then wanting to be completely SMOTHERED with it? its so confusing.
“Killing yourself wont solve your problems!!!”
Bitch i AM the problem
Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.
Haii :3 i just wanted to say that you're really cool! ^^
hiii!! omg thank you so so much youre so sweetttt <3 <3
“Why do I get no asks or anons???”
Gives the most lazy shit uninteresting responses ever
I am a lazy shitty uninteresting girl. Sorry if that isn’t ur thing
it would be great if there were a "kys" button, and you just press it and it'll be like you never existed. No effort required
"you're fine and mentally healthy! it's just puberty!"
no it's not. nobody else my age feels this way. none of them struggle this much with just puberty. nobody cvts themselves cause of puberty or hallucinates cause of puberty or plans their svicide cause of puberty or feels like they wouldn't give a goddamn if they dropped dead tomorrow because of fucking puberty. none of the girls or guys my age feel this way.
denial is not just a river in Egypt apparently.
How people look at me when I tell them I wanna cut every inch of my body and go to the mental hospital so I can finally be in a place where I feel free of responsibilities and cared about:
i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse
my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol
Inside you there are two wolves…
"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die
i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again
i was so naive covering my body with scars thinking that somebody would notice and care, now i know that nobody cares no matter how bad it is and now im left with my body covered in scars. all for nothing.
I DID IT!! DM IF YOU WANNA SEE
i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.
update- he wants me too 😛😛
i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.
i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.
i started cvtting again only a few months ago and i told myself id never hit beans bcuz they freaked me out but,, recently theyre all i can think abt
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