i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse
“when the when where why skinny oink oink”
~ half of the ed motivation on here
my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO
When you cut people off and they don’t even notice
And even when you do go deeper It’s not enough. Then blaming yourself for being shit at literally harming yourself.
Always, ‘Why do you cvt?’ ‘What’s wrong?’ ‘Stop..For me😔’ ‘Why would you do that?!’ ‘Ew.’ ‘Attention seeking.’
and NEVER, ‘’Oooh that’s hot, let me help you boo.💋💋’’
How “Mental health matters” mfs look at me when I don’t cover my scars, have a SHED tumblr, don’t brush my teeth or shower for days on end, and sexual1ze myself to the point no one wants me
Just know that if we're moots I consider us friends
When someone jokingly calls me emo, I say I'm not, but then they ask to see my wrists:
it's because you're always on those damn gore sites