girlfromheaven
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i feel respectless to call myself anorexic. Even atypical anorexic.
I'm just someone who wants to lose weight, but eats normally and only sometimes has the control to restrict.
I know it's not a weight disorder but why the fck do i feel so invalid?!
Do you think the monkeys on the bed gave a fuck about what the doctor told them? No. They kept jumping.
Keep going. Lock in twin your gw is near.
No fr Iβve been sleeping sm here lately
all i wanna do lately is sleep and starve
Low Calorie Recipes
i found my low cal recipe images!! so here i am reposting them for anyone who wants them since i donβt know if enough of you had it saved before i got t worded β€οΈ
Sometimes I imagine myself skinny, like flat stomach, small thighs and legs, small arms, small chest and there's this deep yearning that I feel lol π
β‘Λ ΰ£ͺ Every calorie I deny is a victory, a small slice of control in a world that wants to break me. β౨ΰ§Λ
Iβm leaving for Europe in 5 week and Iβve got a crazy plan to lose 25 pounds within that time. Iβm gonna try my absolute hardest to work at this!! Iβm gonna update yβall rn Iβm at 145.2lbs and Iβm update this every Wednesday.
Drinking water is fun until you're in the bathroom every 30 minutes.
Nothing infuriates me more than a menu not having c4lori3s
Iβve fasted today and I feel like Iβm winning.
I wanted to get on here and just thank all of yβall for 150 followers. I love you all so much, youβre so sweet and amazing and awesome. Even though this community is built around the unwell, Iβve met some of the nicest people on here, so just once more, thank you!
And starving yourself can make you feel euphoric, like a drug addict or an alcoholic. What you crave is the numbing of the things you donβt wanna feel
I live for ts ^
(Not my photo)
(Also theyβre only ten calories?How??)
Iβve actually been so inactive
Thinspo
Binge=feel miserable=nothing changes
Fast=feel miserable =everything changes
chose your miserable.
Omfg I think after eating like I did in march and the restriction Iβm in this month Iβm lwk getting the high again and it feels amazing
unless someone is absolutely forcing you to eat, do not eat.
I don't know when to start and I don't know when to stop
my biggest toxic trait is binging and calling it a metab day
I think Iβm officially back on that grind 350 cals for all of today
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coffeeβ¦light of my life, fire of my loins β‘
every time that number goes down my life gets a little more worth living
nothing excites me more than watching the scale go down
March absolutely sucked. Praying for an angelic Ana April.
(Wishing you all one as well)
No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that Iβm insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, itβs a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.
I need to stop normalising binging
Summer Thinspo π
Summer is in 3 months. You still have time.