unless someone is absolutely forcing you to eat, do not eat.
Low Calorie Recipes
i found my low cal recipe images!! so here i am reposting them for anyone who wants them since i don’t know if enough of you had it saved before i got t worded ❤️
Anyone else find the bruising to be oddly encouraging?
Respect Yourself.
Hell yeah!!
i feel respectless to call myself anorexic. Even atypical anorexic.
I'm just someone who wants to lose weight, but eats normally and only sometimes has the control to restrict.
I know it's not a weight disorder but why the fck do i feel so invalid?!
Ik I might sound crazy but I want my mom to worry. I want her to feel bad for not realizing the pain I was going through, how bad I’ve been getting. I want her to know that every time she ever said something about me being a bad person it didn’t just affect her, but me too. She thinks that it’s all about her because of her addiction, but I want her to know that she isn’t the only one with problems. She is always going on about her stuff, how much her recovery has changed her, don’t get me wrong I’m really proud of her but it’s like since she has recovered she hates me sm, like whenever she was drinking she would tell me how much she loved me, how special I was, but now that she’s been recovered she can’t even speak without saying something remotely rude about my existence. I want to be the girl she thought I was. I think that If I get bad enough she will start to worry and maybe care again? Idk I’m crazy but whoever made it this far, thanks for listening.
So, a couple of days ago, I weighed myself and was only two pounds away from my lw. But then this week happened, and I didn’t do so well. I’m genuinely terrified to get on that scale. I know I gained, but if I see it in front of my face, I swear I’ll break down. Ugh, I’m so sick of having no control, somebody please send help.
nothing excites me more than watching the scale go down
Guys wake up a new lw just dropped!