Just had a dinner that’s like 1,000 cals I’m sure. I could feel every one. 😔
holy shit I think I actually hate eating at this point, it tastes alright but then just feels disgusting. I wish I lived on my own so I could just starve and starve.
Just binged and purged, time to spend the next 2 hours on a workout bike. (I have the flu.)
I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.
I hate my mind sometimes, why did I just have a dream I broke my fast, and I woke up all panicked, and guilty like I actually did.
My girlfriend, (she doesn’t know we’re together yet,) won’t love me until I’m pure and sk1nny.
My birthday is this Sunday and I’m not skinny.
JUST TOOK A SHARPINER FROM MY ART TEACHER, I’VE BEEN MAKING CUTE BABY STYRO’S ALL DAY, SINCE I’VE BEEN HOME. ❤️❤️❤️
GUYS I’M GENUINELY TWEAKING DOES SNORTING ADVIL DO ANYTHING? THAT’S LITERALLY ALL I HAVE AND I NEED SOMETHING.
I am so locked in for this semester. I will be the epitome of bmi low grades high
I’m gonna snort my mom’s back pain meds. Idk anymore. 🥀🥀