I’ve been cvtting all afternoon..It’s so euphoric, but I always feel like I need to go deeper after a while bc it just doesn’t effect me in the same way. I’m always thinking about how much easier it will be to cvt when I’m thin.
I am so locked in for this semester. I will be the epitome of bmi low grades high
‘’She’s hot in but like a stuck up bitch way, like I wanna have s4x with her to knock her down a few pegs.’’
I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?
Just had a dinner that’s like 1,000 cals I’m sure. I could feel every one. 😔
NEEDꉂ(ˊᗜˋ*)♡
Tw:bl@de$
I’m so done. I’m going back to school in a few hours, I just pulled out a chunk of my hair, I ruined my fast, and if I tell my parent they’ll send me back to the ward, and I have a therapist appt later today.
this month’s choices are next month’s body.