I hate my mind sometimes, why did I just have a dream I broke my fast, and I woke up all panicked, and guilty like I actually did.
I’m so done. I’m going back to school in a few hours, I just pulled out a chunk of my hair, I ruined my fast, and if I tell my parent they’ll send me back to the ward, and I have a therapist appt later today.
how I feel after I scotch tape a paper towel to cuts I did myself to stop them from bleeding
I’ve basically graduated medical school
Baby just put down the fork. It’s all on you. You got this 💕
I’m in a loop, I restrict, then I binge and I’m back where I started.
Anyone else going through this/have tips?
So this is my one meal for OMAD including fries, how many cals does this seem like? Like an estimate. The place doesn’t have cals listed. (Which I think should be mandatory for all restaurants but whatever.)
Ignore the photo but there’s about 6 mini sandwiches all this size, each with the ingredients I listed above.
I hate the week, but I hate the fatty foods my family gets on the weekends more.
Ugh they need to leave you alone. 💕
pls share so my moots can find me AGAIN
My girlfriend, (she doesn’t know we’re together yet,) won’t love me until I’m pure and sk1nny.
I really need to cut my all my blades are so dull. :(
My brother takes the worst photos of me, that make me look like the biggest cow ever. (I am, and it’s lowkey meansp0 in it’s own right.)