how I feel after I scotch tape a paper towel to cuts I did myself to stop them from bleeding
I’ve basically graduated medical school
‘’She’s hot in but like a stuck up bitch way, like I wanna have s4x with her to knock her down a few pegs.’’
I feel like such a wannarexic, but Mia has been my lifeline lately.
my throat hurts.
She’s literally so perfect omg, I wanna get yarts then cvt with her, but idk if she’d be up for that. 😔
I HATE HATE when my parents confront me abt things, like I understand it but I just want them to shut up and leave me alone tbh.
Like today my mom was all like ‘Stop taking to me like your the parent and I’m the child’ well maybe if you regulated your emotions and stopped acting like a five year old I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if I didn’t have to comfort you everyday because you feel unhappy with your life I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you didn’t expect me to always be all sweet with you, and make you feel better about being with my dad then I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you stopped complaining about every single little thing that’s wrong, I’d treat you like a parent.
Stfu.
Also she got mad that I’ve been using pmo, in regular speech since it’s disrespectful, ITS A FUCKING JOKE. She was all ‘What if your dad told his father he was pissing him off?’ Yeah I guess it wouldn’t go over well bc my dad’s father is practically abusive.
Anyway, I think I’m just mad bc I broke my fast.
This shit is such a scam
The number goes down by a lot, body looks same
The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF
I just remembered I have to do other things than starve, and cut. It’s over.
I’m now gonna weigh in on Feb 5th, just because weighing myself everyday and seeing every little change isn’t working+ my scale is a bit broken tbh, and it removes and gains like 20 pounds from my weight, even minutes apart and it’s really messing with my mind.
ALL SFX NOT REAL!!
BLOCK DON’T REPORT!!
MAKEUP PRACTICE!
Ignore my fat thighs but I thought my cuts looked pretty today.