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I was telling you about how school is so draining that I dread getting up in the morning but you yelling at me to "clean my room"and"try harder"
What if the next time you see me I'm covered I'm my own blood with pills all around me would you tell me to "clean my room:
All I do is bleed
I bleed for you
I bleed for them
I bleed for her
I bleed for him
I bleed for me
All I am is a bleeding bloody mess
Paranoia is crazy cause when i sh its fine but the second it's someone I care about I have to know every time and everything about it or I'm going to assume you bleeding out on the bathroom floor
A little poem I wrote
Tw sh mentioned
Tap tap tap
All I hear is tap tap tap tap
It changes as it gets louder click clack tap click clack tap
I want it to stap to sound makes me want to rip out my heart as I'm begging it to stop
It grows louder click clack bang tap tap tap tap
I can't take it and I find my escape
The cold silver that will take it all away
A new sound it made
Slice
The noise stops and all I hear is the hum of the van every since theat day I slice my skin to make the noise go away