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Here gremlins have this before I make another naruto as memes post🧍
I know we talk about kakashi being mentally screwed but I just know Yamato after the war arc was on watch💔 and probably before that because no person comes out sane from being around orochimaru more than 24 hours
if i see one more person take the boat scene, which is just another of the many scenes that slaps us in the face with the fact that jace is suicidal at this point in the series, and use it as a "that's straight?" thing for a jimon post i'm gonna pull out my hair.
i see it everywhere and it disgusts me.
disjointed yi sang ramble (canto iv spoilers kind of):
okay I know chapter 4 isn't over yet BUT I can't stop thinking about how the big 000 ids for gregor and sinclair in their chapters (and tbh I think this can be applied to rime shank rodya as well) have them conforming to what people expect of/want from them while yi sang just. Becomes Dongbaek because he no longer has a place in her world and she has no place in his... all they have is the sweet-smelling sense of nostalgia...
it reminds me a lot of this passage from the wings:
additionally, while I think the entire league embodies the wife character to some extent, the direct moments of conflict where she lashes out feel the most. dongbaek to me. also interesting to note that she's the only league member he's been able to properly Fight so far.
also, since this rant was inspired by his new id: "once all these flowers have been stained red only then will "I" bloom as well" to me reads as him trying to destroy his past in an effort to regain his sense of self. hm.
also also I find the fragrance aspect of the bloom ego so interesting when you consider that the protag in the wings sniffs his wife's perfume to remember her....
The hole in my chest
Can only be filled with my
Sharp, unbothered knife
when your mom gives you an oil that helped with her scars
and when your cousin has a semicolon tattooed on his forearm
you just can't help but wonder if you had known it all before
would you do it again?
(real)
welp
were getting to the point where im ghosting ppl i love n care abt again
fuck
(chat, is it weird that i feel an attempt coming?)
Thank you to everyone who liked me and was my friend. Sadly, my depression is getting out of control, and I can't stand it any longer.
I don't know if I will be okay or not. I just want to feel happy again, but all there is waiting is despair. My medications aren't helping. I am desperately seeking happiness, only to find nothing.
If I don't make myself disappear permanently, I will be back.
WAHHHH, I CANT TAKE BEING ALOONEEE, IF I DONT GET A PARTNER BY NEXT YEAR I'LL BE PUTTING MY HEAD INTO THE OVEN
Ok can you guys tell me in the comments but am I a bad person for not reporting my friend to a teacher like I know I would hate it but I really care for my friend and I don't want to go back to school and them not being alive because of me i just feel like a shit friend and I don't know if I did the right thing.
My friend told me he was gonna kill himself I've been crying since lunch I just left school and he told me if he's not there Monday then he did it and it worked.
My whole life is crashing down around me I'm not ok right now
I was telling you about how school is so draining that I dread getting up in the morning but you yelling at me to "clean my room"and"try harder"
What if the next time you see me I'm covered I'm my own blood with pills all around me would you tell me to "clean my room:
Gettimg a random burst of energy but I still wanna kms is so weird cause wdym I'm jumping around and acting silly but in my head I wanna die like what 😭
All I do is bleed
I bleed for you
I bleed for them
I bleed for her
I bleed for him
I bleed for me
All I am is a bleeding bloody mess
I feel my time is running out
For fun I did a tiny comic which will make you guys feel like I shoot you guys 57 times
TW!! ITS ABOUT SUICIDE AND SH TW!!!!
I don't wanna trigger anyone soooo... If you wanna check it, look under the cut
I love good old dose of angst
*cough* @vodozemacc350 *cough*
welp
were getting to the point where im ghosting ppl i love n care abt again
fuck
(chat, is it weird that i feel an attempt coming?)
im a bad person
i only hurt those around me
everyones lives would be better if i was dead
i only ruin things
i shouldve died a long time ago
i shouldve never made it this far
im not going to get further in life anyways
im going to die before im 20
either from su1cide or from my illness
i hope i die soon
everyone would be better off that way
(sooner or later im gonna sl1t my throat or ove3d0se on my meds or h4ng myself from a tree in my backyard)
literally my healing era rn:
(im switching from being completely healed n from being on the verge of su1c1de <33)
Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction