Filter: Die

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i really need to take a break from the internet. i get worse whenever im here, cuz of that SHITTY REMINDER. that oh ur
just a useless nobody thats only good at suffering!! youll
never be truly loved, u boring little blank slate. go die
already, theres nothing for you here to waste.

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tw depressing thoughts tw sui implied tw sui ideation tw depressing stuff just tw sui talk LEAVE i should tw sui vent already but im so attached to this virtual world.

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slicing n tearing paper with a box cutter cuz stabbing others is wrong <3

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What life would you have? I mean, what kind of future do you want, the one where you actually live and are happy. What makes you happy? I'm kinda interested in what you'll say. I have no idea what you will say.

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ask

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