idk tbh i deserve constant hate like... am i a bad person?? def. idk i cant even understand myself how am i gonna understand others
filter: death threats skipping meals
Me one second: GIVE ME ATTENTION!! PRAISE ME!! WORSHIP ME!! GIVE ME ALL YOUR ATTENTION PLEASE!!
The next second: /nf though… like only if you really want to… don’t go out of your way actually it’s not that big of a deal. I don’t want to trouble you sorry for asking actually!! Never perceive me again!!
keeping myself from cutting everyone off just because deep down I still have hope that some of them actually care and eventually will notice my absence.