Filter: Sh

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whenever someone goes "should i (do some bad thing)" like
sh, i instantly go to the comments to say "YES!! u should
totally 100% do it x100" then seeing all the ppl going "noo
dont do that :((" makes me question my morality

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tw sh implied tw sh related tw sh destructive behaviour tw sh ideation i dont feel bad abt it tho. its more like am i just this shitty? i also find it annoying cuz like ik ppl will jump on me for that... but they were gen questioning so whats the problem? im giving answers

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pienyami

1 month ago

oops I added a E while sending mb :c

image that says, Thats totally okay! I find it more memorable in a way

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ask like its out of the ordinary so it like gets glued to ur brain more?? or am i just talking crazy its not weird nor that extraordinary but idk...

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pienyami

1 week ago

i loveee my intrusive thoughts!! (unless its about killing my sister)

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tw mention of death

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pienyami

1 week ago

What life would you have? I mean, what kind of future do you want, the one where you actually live and are happy. What makes you happy? I'm kinda interested in what you'll say. I have no idea what you will say.

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im not really interested in a future where ill be "happy" or some dream come true of a reality. i dont want anything to do with life. i want. to die.

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ask

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pienyami

1 month ago

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They always say that it will get better. And yet ive been depressed for 4 years

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jiraiblogging

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pienyami

1 month ago

I love being a petty bitch.. like yes, I WILL hold a grudge, and YES I will be delusional to a point of cursing someone's ass, and YES I will be plotting against someone just for pissing me off

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pienyami

3 weeks ago

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everyone's sh is valid!!<3<3 except mine

everyone's body is beautiful!!<3<3 except mine

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pienyami

4 days ago

so i can barely think straight n put a proper answer haha

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like sometimes i just type “i want death” to asks (obv i dont post it n instead change it)

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pienyami

1 month ago

how i look at the text that says "are you okay?"

(i don't wanna bother them so i lie instead)

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pienyami

1 month ago

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constantly internalizing everything only to explode after repeatedly being overwhelmed

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi this is me irl!! if only i could just unmask n be the landmine i am

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pienyami

1 month ago