I Think Im Feeling It Now

dating me is great because u get someone who is completely loyal and obsessed with you but i can't be left alone for five minutes or else i think you hate me and start trying to kill myself

real

(shoutout to the 3 ppl that wont let me kms [l, k, s, yall suck </3 {/obvi j, yall r the best}])

i have hundreds of reasons to die but she’s the one reason I’m still here

I really wish I could protect my mutuals from all harm and idiotic dumb shit, inside and outside of the internet

"skinnytok causes way too much harm" I say as I open safari to scroll through edblr

I wish y'all hated rapists the way y'all hate women

"i still love u even if u hate my guts"

… yall, if they try to manipulate me once again, istfg im ending it all istg im so done w this bullshit i fucking hate all of this (gtg, i accidentally scratched my arm so hard that a layer of my skin peeled off<33)

Hi so I am going to log out for the day. But before I go I wanted to leave you with these. I you have any questions about these please let me know. and please take care.

Hotlines: YouthLine: Call: 1-877-968-8491 OR Text: “teen2teen” to 839863 https://www.theyouthline.org/

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: Call: 1-800-273-8255 OR Text: 273TALK to 839863 https://988lifeline.org/

Teen to teen line: https://www.teenline.org/

Crisis text line self harm: https://www.crisistextline.org/topics/self-harm/

Self-Harm Alts /Harm Reduction: Self-harm alts 1: https://www.adolescentselfinjuryfoundation.com/things-to-do-besides-self-harm

Self- harm alts 2: https://projectlets.org/alternatives-to-selfharm

Various coping resources: https://www.vibrant.org/safespace/

Harm reduction: https://www.selfinjurysupport.org.uk/Handlers/Download.ashx?IDMF=2faddea6-fa37-486c-875c-a5b0a23091bd

Anxiety help/mental health welness: Interactive art for self-soothing: www.weavesilk.com

Breathe2Relax APP - Music and nature scenes with timed breathing. : https://www.militaryonesource.mil/resources/mobile-apps/breathe2relax/

Long Term Support/Resource locators: One on one: https://peers.net/youthline?partner_slug=youthline&discountCode=YOUTHLINE

Resource Finder: https://findahelpline.com/

thank u so much 4 all of this, genuinely, it means a lot <3

ME N WHO???

when did “lmao” become shorthand or w/e for “i’m fucking suffering”