Mewhenigettosilly - Getting Silly On Here >:3

PLAYING IRL FNAF RN !!! 🔥🔥🔥

(cvtting myself when everyone's still awake)

I actually have no clue why i decided to do these all right now, i js suddenly really fucking needed to, and then i wasnt even thinking about how i did it and now my thigh is rlly itchy and stings 😭

I ALSO GOT SOME BL00D ON MY PANTS (kk I changed them :P)

TW FOR REALISTIC MAKEUP AND SFX: BL00D ABD CVTS

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

The blad3s actually might be ok :P I did it harder soo uhm yeah :3

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

Yum yum bl00d 🤤😋

Also to clean up I've been using the same tissue for like 2 months

This thing is actually nasty as hell😭😭 (I'm not sure why part of its blurring :[)

AND THIS CVT WOULDNT STOP BL33DDDINNGGG, LIKE I WAS TRYNNA RUSH BUT IT DIDNT WANNA STOP💔

Not to obvious but still :( reminder to never cut in ur favourite pair of pants💔

i hate having a dream about the actual perfect man to exist ever, and where i get all taken care of and loved because waking up is even more unbearable :(((

Oh, my thigh is just begging to be cut..

"you're all jirai enough" Until one of us is fat, pudgy, copes/deals with trauma in a different manner than what's commonly perceived, doesn't dress "dark girly", is transgender, is gay, is a man (????there's a literal term for Male jirais), is black, isn't European, isn't Japanese, isn't American, is from a second or third world country, *can't* dress "dark girly", doesn't self harm, doesn't do drugs, doesn't do alcohol, is hypersexual, isn't an NSO fan, is pro-recovery (that one's a little debatable but whatever), isn't a female in general, isn't deathly pale, doesn't have an ED, doesn't have "soul crushing" trauma, is undiagnosed, self harms but not by cutting, and the list goes on

It’s so weird that people’s first thought isn’t cutting themselves when they’re having a shitty day. Crazyyyyyy like I’m about to have the time of my life with my blades when I get home.

you seem so cool i rly wanna get to know you more but i struggle with anxiety so ill settle for being an anon for now

anyway hru??

-🩷❤️‍🩹

I completely understand, dont feel pressured to get out of anon 💜💜💜💜

(Thxs I am very cool😼😼)

Im quite good at the moment, I just had some pizza (which made me feel a little sick, but having water so hopefully it gets better😅) and I'm about to do some drawing and work ^^ hbu you :D

I wanna be independent because that's how I've been taught to be, but whenever someone starts talking about having a partner or a friend group I get so sick with jealousy

XP dawg I never check my follow count

Thxs for 52 ^^ (I have 71 on my main, WHICH IS CRAZY CAUSE IT WAS AT 50 AS WELL LAST TIME I CHEKCED😭😭😭)

Another thing I hate with jirai tt is that whenever there's a darker skinned or plus sized jirai they don't classify them as one :(((

I want to slitttt their throaatssss, it's not FAAIRRRRR, HOW COME THEY GET TO BE TOGETHER AND IM ALL SAD AND PATHETIC AND ALONE !!!!!

I was imagining the perfect partner in class again >////< Im going to try to get in classes without all of my current 'friends' because i just neeeeed to meet other people and find a partner whos js so nice >////<