Oh, my thigh is just begging to be cut..
Yes looking at pictures of peoples self h4rm makes me feel better
Yes it also makes me feel like shit because I know I don't have enough courage or supplies to actually cut as deep as them
IM SO HAPPY I ATE ONLY AROUND 500 CALS TODAY !!!
(i would have eaten less but it is so hard to get around eating when in recovery 😭
Im currently at 42-43 kg (it alternates because yk im in recovery so its acc so hard to starve or purge now)
AND I WAS AT 39 KG !!! LIKE TWO AWAY FROM MY UGW BUT HAUFDAUHWHFEF FUCKING THERAPY SNITCHED ON ME >:[
having a partner must be so awesome
WAHHH, I WAS READING THE CUTEST SKK FIC AND NOW I REALLY WANNA WRITE MY OWN SKK FIC BUT I HAVE SO MANY THAT I KEEP NEGLECTING 💔💔💔
Saw my moots @sw33tl1f3 do this poll so I'm doing it ^^
:3
Ajdhaihdw sometimes I wanna be completely honest with my therapist because I really want help, but at the same time I don't want him to tell anyone else but I know he'll have to :((
They hurt ╯︿╰
tw: realistic sfw and make-up:P
I "cleaned" them up but they stinging now :(((
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I don't rlly understand why I don't fit in with anyone :/ everyone just becomes boring, or is mean to me, or treats me in a way I don't want. I try to keep an open mind about my friends/people, but I want friends that are decent people. I want to surround myself with good people, because they would be good, and maybe I'd figure out the correct way to live and act around people, but everyone's who's bad has found there way to me ╯︿╰
I can barely touch my cat now without needing to wash my hands at least twice
TW for su!cide, sh and js depressing shitBlock don't report pls :3
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