Tw Ed Not Ed Sheeren - Blog Posts

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.

I’m leaving for Europe in 5 week and I’ve got a crazy plan to lose 25 pounds within that time. I’m gonna try my absolute hardest to work at this!! I’m gonna update y’all rn I’m at 145.2lbs and I’m update this every Wednesday.

I’ve fasted today and I feel like I’m winning.

I wanted to get on here and just thank all of y’all for 150 followers. I love you all so much, you’re so sweet and amazing and awesome. Even though this community is built around the unwell, I’ve met some of the nicest people on here, so just once more, thank you!

I live for ts ^

(Not my photo)

(Also they’re only ten calories?How??)

I’ve actually been so inactive

Thinspo

Omfg I think after eating like I did in march and the restriction I’m in this month I’m lwk getting the high again and it feels amazing

I think I’m officially back on that grind 350 cals for all of today

March absolutely sucked. Praying for an angelic Ana April.

(Wishing you all one as well)

No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that I’m insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, it’s a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.

I hate everything right now. It feels like my body was made to hold fat. I can’t lose anything anymore. I’m literally so done.

(Not my photo)

Guys wake up a new lw just dropped!

Things have been a bit hectic here lately, so I think I can manage a water fast hopefully!

72 hour fast starting today, I’ve decided.

I feel so gross, I need to cleanse myself somehow.

So, a couple of days ago, I weighed myself and was only two pounds away from my lw. But then this week happened, and I didn’t do so well. I’m genuinely terrified to get on that scale. I know I gained, but if I see it in front of my face, I swear I’ll break down. Ugh, I’m so sick of having no control, somebody please send help.

I think my dad might be catching on 😔

He’s been making me eat dinner and watching me?

Respect Yourself.

I am nothing if not envious.