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"stop pvrg1ng its bad for you!" god forbid a boy has hobbies
tomorrow im fr locking in after my holidays i WILL be at least 59 kg
ive stopped pvrg1ng as often . . yay cuz my teeth and cheeks and throat would be fucked up but nay because how else am i gonna get rid of the uncomfortable fullness
when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔
this is basically forced recovery. i can't purge anymore cuz my mum is literally on my ass when i'm going to the toilet... a full stomach is literally like torture
i just realized i unintentionally recovered?? i stopped eating in a d1sord3rd way??? that's why i've been stuck in a plateau for two months??? DAWG WHAT THE FUCK IM SHOOTING MYSEKF
I HATE EVERYTHING WHY DID MY COUNSELOR HAVE TO TELL MY MUM I PVRG3 DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE I HATE YOU TRINITY DIE
when he's not answering my texts so i immediately think he'd respond if i was skinnier 🎀 (im just a silly boy with an ed)
I LOVE HAVING AN EATING DISORDER !1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!
ED!!ED!!
anyways, recovery update.
I'm so done.