nah im so done with everyone and everything time to get worse
Being skinny is a wonderful thing! Why would you ruin it just for one more bite?
when the day was so bad you don't even wanna log your cals or you know you'll cry (it's not even 6 pm yet)
WOAH!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! FATASS ALERT!!!! GUESS WHOS FAT!!!! I AM!!!!
(for context: i went out to the mall and on weekends i give myself an 800 cal limit . . to counteract this im gonna be eating 300 cals tomorrow)
nvm im shooting myself im 61.8
i don't have 4n4 guys!!!! im so fucking shit at my OWN GODDAMN DISORDER THAT I JUST GAIN AND GAIN AND GAIN
i hate going out to the mall . . i eat so much and i can FEEL i gained weight. istg if im 62 kg im gonna sob it took me so long to get down to 61
my body is actually playing a joke on me why tf am i 61 kg rounded
BRORIFIEIFEJ IM DOWN TO 60.8 KG I ONLY GOT .8 TO LOSE GANG I GOT THIS TRUST
holy moly um i didn't think me of all people would say this but if you're not a very obvious ed blog please stay away 😭 idk i just automatically assume you're a normal person going down the disordered path so i want you to dni 🥀
when i watch my friend effortlessly not eat through most of the day and not even think about food meanwhile im constantly thinking about food and screaming at myself to not eat just to look just like them
i love being a gay little shit with my zappy and sending them cute lil hearts whenever i talk and calling them "MY zappy" to others like HES FREAKING MINE GUYS!!!!!! (strictly platonic guys we just friends)
BRORIFIEIFEJ IM DOWN TO 60.8 KG I ONLY GOT .8 TO LOSE GANG I GOT THIS TRUST
sry for disappearing for nearly a week i kinda binged and gained around 2 kg