Reblog If You’re OK With People Sending You Asks About Your OCs, ‘sonas Or Even About Yourself

PUNKS AGAINST ENDOS!

ANTI ENDO. (PRO) ENDOS DNI!!!

THIS !! I can NOT stress this enough. OSDDID is not something fun to have, sure it has its positives (positive experiences) But it's still a trauma disorder. I'm tired of seeing radqueers on here saying "fuck you anti radqueers !! I'm gonna form a system becuase I can :3 I want dissociative amnesia ! I want horrifying flashbacks >w< and I want to have split headaches so bad they're crippling! >:3" I wish every radqueer, endo, pro endo, endo neutral a very get well. A very get educated. It hurts to see these types of people refuse to understand how NOT FUCKING FUN these DISORDERS are, which mind you are INVOLUNTARY. You cannot pick and choose having OSDDID.

DID is more than just having parts. Its also,

• amnesia

• confusion

• headaches

• nausea

• repeated childhood trauma

• anxiety

• spikes in fear. Anger. Or shame

• mood swings from parts

• body dysphoria

• depersonalization

• derealization

• self puzzlement

• loss of control

• flashbacks

• dizziness

And more.

DID is not "friends in your head" its traumatic, scary and uncomfortable. Its not fun it's a terrifying TRAUMA BASED disorder. And it should never be romanticized - Vesper

Playing God As a Child

I played God as a child.

At first, it was with the ridged bodies of earth worms, wriggling in the sun-kissed dirt as I clasped my pale fingers around their translucent bodies.

I had heard from my father, that worms had five hearts. I thought then, that they could be split into five separate beings, each with their own heart. I did not understand the worm needed all five. 

Does God not understand what we need the same way I didn’t?

Is that then, why he grew easily frustrated, ruining his projects with floods and plagues?

I would learn about him in Sunday school, I was taught that he loved all the children on earth, but then taught he often killed them as examples.

When I learned of the first born sons in Egypt, I remember wanting to cry. Were they not children too? Were they not some mother’s pride and joy. He took one of her hearts, and did not understand she needed them all. It was unfair, in my opinion, they were boys. I wondered if they had games they liked to play, I wondered if they had foods they loved and hated, were they night or day people? Who was their best friend? Who was their favourite person? What did they do all day? Did they like their jobs? Did they like their school? Weren't they kids too?

Alright let's review notes:

- if endos aren't disordered they don't belong in disordered spaces

- if endos have no trauma they don't belong in spaces made for people who do have trauma

- being a system is both a symptom of a disorder, and a disorder in and of itself, you cannot be a system without being disordered

- being a system is specifically a symptom of and a trauma disorder, therefore you cannot be a system without trauma(you do not have to REMEMBER the trauma. But it has to exist)

• side note: trauma does not have to be "severe" because trauma is subjective.

Thanks for coming to my tedtalk. Unless I see more content that pisses me off, hopefully this will be the last post I make on my syscourse spiel and I can continue using my time to hyperfixate on royale high

🍭 ,,, guys oh em gee he likes me !! He's taking me to the candy store and not a white van I swear

Your sixth most recent emoji is how your guardian angel feels about you

UHM me? do art? oh my god? Agere art , don't like ? dont swipe !

This a fan kid from @theogclownboy :]] ( gangle and pomni )

I did add to their design a teeensy bit but that's okay because they are mine :]] ( twas an adopt )

Original ;

( art by @theogclownboy )

Endos arent a part of syspunk bcause ableism isnt punk

Tweaking out because I can’t believe some people look at this disorder and think it’s cool and quirky and they want to have it too

They need to grow up and not get an emotional boo-boo every time they can’t be part of a community formed out of shared struggles, struggles they literally don’t have

You don’t “make” your system. You don’t “choose” to be plural. Use different words for it. Make your own community. Don’t try to loop it in with actual dissociative disorders because it’s just harmful.

The aggression comes from the fact that this is literally hurting people, both those who are systems and those who aren’t. Please be more educated and respect a community you aren’t part of.

brave of you to explore system tumblr bc the amount of ppl spreading blatant misinformation would make me explode. we admire ur patience

NONNIE you would not believe how many times we've internally exploded.

like how can people be SO stupid. 🔇's favorite thing literally used to be scrolling on endo tags and bitching them out (NEVER like. Actually. To their face. It was always outloud or in our head.)

THANK YOU THOUGH NONNIE !!! I hate misinformation and I hate endos <3

HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

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