Chaoswithoutreason - 🧬

Current mood = Purple clouds

Why does my head scream at me? I know I'm stupid for eating 3 packets of crisps instead of just eating a salad today. You don't have to scream at me during sleep hours!

Current mood = Red clouds

Angry as I can get. Livid. Another screw up from Tumblr. How many tickets you got to send to get something fixed? Ain't helping my mental health.

Edit - And it just happened again! I made another flipping account, didn't even use it and 1 hour later I was missing half my content and unable to uses messages or follow. Why??? I feel like I'm on the terrorist watch list.

Is there a place you want to be right now?

Probably at my dad's work, 10yrs back. He would always make the most comforting apple pie. Miss that.

I am here. I am not a robot; I am a real person who has suffered greatly.

I reached out to ask you: is it normal to die a little every day? Is it normal that I haven’t seen the rest of my family in a year? Is it normal that I am unable to meet my mother’s basic needs, like her medicine? Is it normal to have to move with my mother, who has a spinal disc issue, for the tenth time, bearing the burdens of relocation? Is it normal to watch my mother fall ill and be unable to do anything for her?

I am truly exhausted and have found no one to help me. I am not asking you for financial support. I may be weak and unable to reach everyone, and my voice is unheard. All I ask of you is to share my story in your own way. Include my campaign at the end of a public survey or share my story through an expressive drawing, and spread it clearly to highlight its importance.

I have not forgotten the pain of losing my father, so please, my mother deserves to live. Your help is my hope.

No thanks. I get a few of these copy paste texts a day from different people and I'm not really feeling it.