I Need To ⭐️ve - Blog Posts

tweaking cause im eating like a normal person. i need to r3l4p53, and i need to quick.

Current mood = Grey clouds

Why are all my friends skinny and I'm the only whale in the room? Why can they eat so much when they want and I'm still broken and struggling? Why me?

Current mood = Purple clouds

Why does my head scream at me? I know I'm stupid for eating 3 packets of crisps instead of just eating a salad today. You don't have to scream at me during sleep hours!

Here I am

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Just a 27yr old Aussie girl 🦘🇦🇺 living in USA 🏈🇺🇲

What do I say? I'm back on Tumblr after failing so hard. It's the only place I feel accepted and understood. That's me, just a girl trying to hold everything together 😿

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My stats

I'm fat. That's my stats.

Height/165 cm

SW/106 kg

CW/106 kg

UGW/50 kg

Wishful thinking GW/0 kg I don't even want a body.

being bmi 16 but not FEELING bmi 16 is a different type of pain T_T

Can someone remind me tomorrow that I don’t need to eat so much 🙃 I seriously need to lose weight again

FUCK M Y FUCKING LIFE I HAVE SWIMMING TMRW ON MY P.E

This will be you if you keep stuffing your face 🤒🤕

stay safe and eat only what u really need.

I outgrew my tape measure 🥴 My belly is now over 60" around at the widest point 🥵

don’t ever give up! it’s waiting for you🎀

Have you noticed that your outfits just don't look right on you? It's odd because they looked stunning in your head, but they look tacky when you put them together. Now, let's see. Is it your body that you're visualising those outfits on, or is it someone who looks 20kg slimmer than that pudgy body you're in? It's wishful thinking. Obviously, an outfit will look good if there's a good figure underneath, and that body of yours definitely isn't 'good'. You pretend that you look like that while you make your outfits, but you're snapped back to such an awful reality when your stomach pokes over your jeans and there's a bulge of fat all around the strap of your tank top. The best accessory for any outfit is a skinny body, so you should go and get one.

✨ my April stats ✨

3/4 morning ? evening 68.7 kg

4/4 morning 68,1 kg. evening ?

I NEED to lose 20 pounds in 2 weeks

14/3/2024 ~ 31/3/3024

I hate working out so... normally i would just simply ⭐ve... but this is not the normal case.

Im so sick of myself. I need to lose the fat, I miss seeing my bones.

Guys I'm feeling the definition of fat right now. Like I can't stop eating. I don't know what to do.

I don't really have pictures right now, but I don't have muscles I only have fat. I need to gaslight myself into eating less or better nothing. I'm going to search up meanspo now.

Pls send roast me in the comments, I need it.