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REBLOG IF YOURE LOCKING IN FOR 2025

little reminders :3

its ok not to be able to brush your teeth every night, it takes a lot of effort

you're not disgusting for not showering every day

it's ok to eat "unhealthy" things, its better to eat food than nothing

sometimes you can't get out of bed, it's fine.

it's also ok to be not ok. im never ok :3

it’s normal to struggle falling asleep, and it’s normal to have odd sleeping hours. As long as you get enough rest.

it’s ok not to be good at something you enjoy. i’m shitty at art but it’s my hobby, so it doesn’t matter.

will add more :)

my parents say fucked up shit to me all the time i can’t bring myself to consider them “abusive “ cuz it feels whiny n weird n i’m overreacting

When you click the acc that followed you hoping for an 3d moot but it's a p0rn blog (I'm literally a minor)

I hate how my arms look in anything I wear.

I can't wait to have skinny arms

i feel ashamed that i have an ed and i am not skinny

So this is Christmas

🔁

locking in lolll

2025 is going to be my year.

In 2025 I will reach my gw.

In 2025 I will stay in a calorie deficit.

In 2025 I will give in to Ana.

Skinny is the fashion.

I can't wait to be small enough to wear what I want, without having to hide the fat on me.

why do i binge when no one's forcing me to eat then fast when everyone expects me to eat?

There are two wolves in me:

i feel ashamed that i have an ed and i am not skinny

when i move out i genuinely don’t know what will keep me from f4st1ng everyday

i have completely no idea what a “healthy” amount of food is like… it’s always too little or too much

trying to not be insane when u have constant suicidal thoughts is. a lot

random thinspo <3

What’s the worst pain? Feeling fat on your face and neck and knowing you have to sit with this fat always on you until you lose weight.

I want to rip it off I feel disgusting

You did this

You ate yourself to this weight, now you can starve your way out

guys so sorry my ipad died and i had trouble logging in on the web but im back, but heres a lil update;

the easter week i was sick and didnt have ’proper’ meals until friday which was great, and i went to our cabin where we have a scale, and i’ve maintained/lost a little weigh! im super motivated rn, and im gonna try to workout everyday again, get back into that ykk

I have a beautiful thin figure under this fat.

I will make the fat disappear.

I have a beautiful thin figure under this fat.

I will make the fat disappear

i hope this week is good to you. you will be okay

this reply is so late, but thank you sooo much<33 i hope yours is going amazing as well!

FUCK M Y FUCKING LIFE I HAVE SWIMMING TMRW ON MY P.E

Introducing me:

Hii, i’m märta!

a bit of info about me;

•pro recovery ofc!

• struggle with binge eating!

• minor

• have strict parents so tips about that’d be great!

• feel free to dm any time about anything!

• dni if; homophobe, anti @na, transphobe, racist, a creep or anything similar thx🥰

• always open for new friends!

and lastly, i’m kinda new so dont be scared to tell me if i do anything thats considered ’weird’ or strange on here!

Body: Can I have some calories??

Me: No we have calories at home

The calories at home:

okay guys i’ve been so offline, but so i basically fasted for 34 hours, woke up during the night cause i was ⭐️ving, and then when the morning came i felt so dizzy and sick that i had to eat something, and now the last 2 days ive been too scared to fast again, but i will soon! maybe its just me being delusional but i feel like my arms are less flabby, and i have lost a bit of weight (i think, i was just a tiny bit over 50 kg and that was when i had eaten a lot like 5 mins before!), which i’m seeing as progress! and if you want yo, i’d love to hear tips of how to skip/make it not suspicious to eat much of you meals!

guys, i’m as new as can be, so please can anyone tell me wether @na coaches actually exist or if its just in movies and such?

Also can someone be my buddy, to keep me from backing down again, and we can support each other?<3

lord help me please amen

Im taking this as a blessing i was js looking for smth like this

anti-binge guide:

~ read this list 20 times ~

count to 100 very slowly

talk on the phone with someone

clean up something gross (bye I never did this one to be honest, lmao. no thank yo)

go out on a walk

pour salt over craving food (also a popular one I never did. a bitch just didn’t like to waste salt or food like that. i say that while heavily relying on number 10 🤡)

make a list of triggers + avoid them // find low cal fibrous, filling alternatives

go outside and do 20 pushups + 100 jumping jacks (the jiggling was enough of an anti-binge lmao); bonus, do in front of a mirror (this is just cruel but also effective so idk yall, take your gander)

take a shot of ACV (LIGHT IT UPPPP lmao, pretend you’re clubbing but the vodka is vinegar and rather than feeling buzzed and happy, you’re miserable and desperate. but babes, we gotta romanticize this, so party it up anyways lmao)

sleep

c/s (wastes food, but worked wonders for me. just make sure you have at least a bite at the end, and rinse the mouth, but don’t brush to preserve that enamel)

listen to a podcast / read a book

watch something gory

write in your diary

th1nsp0

make a food planner for next week

calculate the deficit yoo’ll maintain for the week and the lbs progress if you don’t binge (it feels like a reward then, to refrain)

online window shop for clothes you want to fit in

dance / go on a run

take a shower/bath

do some self care. attend to those emotional needs rather than using food as an emotional crutch. sis is not your therapist.

chew on ice (i was never this desperate lmao)

plan a controlled metabolism day and work the foods you want to binge on now in that day to practice moderation and portion control while also reinforcing discipline

STOP if you have already started. you don’t have to continue. you’re okay. you still have control. stop now and prove it to yourself.

learn some biology (human anatomy, physiology, etc)

✨some affirmations✨:

~ repeat these to yourself for as long as it takes for the urge to binge to go away ~

food does not hold power over me

i don’t actually want this

*this food* actually really grosses me out

i don’t even like to eat

i’m going to put this away because i don’t need it and i listen to my needs

i am such an intuitive eater. i know when to stop eating naturally

its so easy for me to not eat

not eating is so easy

i take care of my emotional needs rather than numbing them away with food

food won’t make me feel better. self care will

i take care of myself.

i am committed to taking care of myself

i don’t even want to eat anymore.

i have no appetite. i never do

this food taste so gross and it lingers in the mouth. why would i want to eat something like that

i naturally crave fruits and vegetables.

i naturally eat healthy

i feel so much lighter and happier when i don’t eat

i feel better now that i said no to *this food*

i don’t really need food

i am actually really thirsty. i need water, not food

i am okay

i have control over myself and my body because i listen to it and take of it

i have discipline because i am naturally built for this

i am okay

i will be okay

this urge is not the end of the world. i don’t have to give in

just because i have a desire, that doesn’t compel me to fulfil it. i have more self control than that

i am okay.

i will be okay.

i am strong

i am okay

Happiness Will Come To You.

fr im in an airport with my mom besides me rn💀

It's so risky open tumblr in public cause there's 50% chance that an ass will pop up on the screen 💀

I just want to calm down and look an4/sh pictures man