Th1nnsp0 - Blog Posts

being a boy on 3dblr is so weird cuz when I look at th1nsp•s (overwhelmingly female) it feels like v0yeürism tho I really don't look at them that way ☀️

Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty

or does that get better once I level up in anorexia

i wanna purge so badly

i want to starve until I can't walk right and see stars

I want to eat everything that I can, maybe even just one bite of everything that I can reach until I want to throw up

I want to throw it all up once I'm done and then redo it

I want to be sickly ghostly hauntingly pretty

not before im perfect.

my th1!sp0 for december. i can do it. i will be there for christmas.

i can do it

i will love myself

i will be confident

yes i can

starting weight: 156.6 lbs / 70.8 kg

current weight: 148.0 lbs

goal weight 1: 150 lbs / 68 kg

goal weight 2: 145 lbs / 65.7 kg

ultimate gw: 115 lbs / 55 kg

i can do it

I need my face to shrink first 🙏 please and thank u

Just got back from visiting family and i ate somewhat normal and i feel so sick its so uncomfortable ☠️

I'm annoyed but not discouraged and I'm glad i can go back to ⭐️ving 🤓

I think the most motivating thing is the rush of excitement i get when i think of how its going to feel when i reach my gw, looking in the mirror, being confident in pictures, the feeling of being touched by my bf and not being embarrassed, the feeling of my clothes barely draped over me brushing against my skin

It feels so comfortable and safe

·˚ ₊˚ˑ🕷*.·:·.✧ <3

Breakfast

Broccoli: 30

Asparagus: 15

2 eggs: 150

3 pc bacon: 90

Coffee: 35

= 320

Im trying to mix up my days of small items as a meal / high restriction with high volume low cal items as meals because i noticed after a day where i feel like i ate way more and my stomach feels fuller i feel like its easier to skip meals or have something small the next day, and vs. & im afraid if i do the same level of restriction every day im going to binge bad

coffee - 35cal

mini churro - 100cal

going to fast til I get home, this is sad but I actually enjoy going to work because its a distraction and keeps me busy / on my feet all day

does anyone else have that one person irl tht is the biggest inspo/kick in the ass whenever you see them because they look so beautifully and effortlessly the way you have always dreamed of

makes me feel like shit but also im like good for u girl ur living the dream

High volume safe foods

Some Progresso soups are like 120 for a full can

Good thins crackers (made with corn) - 120 for 40 peices

I used to make this every day for breakfast shredded cabbage and eggs scrambled up like an omelette/pancake, i would put sriracha on it i guess its called okonomiyaki but without any flour

<3