ik4ruus
"๐๐" ๐๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐บ ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ ๐๐ค๐ข๐ณ๐ถ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ง๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต ๐๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ด๐ต ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ฅ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต. sw:63 lw:49 cw:55 gw:45
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I got so depressed checking my w3ight 2 days ago I dropped 2 kgz โ๏ธ
I figured out I needed smaller gws instead of one ugw so here they are:
๐ฏgw1 : 53 (before I got bUrnt out)
๐ปgw2 : 50 (the w3ight I was supposed to maintain)
๐gw3 : 47 (l0west he4lthy w3ight)
โ๏ธUGW: 45 (goal)
guys I just checked my w3ight I gained 5kGs we are so back โ๏ธ
do I go to the gym ? No. Do I stay on gymtok cuz it's basically normalized 3d and tox!c motivation with a scientific basis? Hell yeahโ๏ธ
tikt0k giving me the me4nspยฐ I missed on tumblr>>>> โ๏ธ
finally made it into 3dtok you guys ๐ชโ๏ธ
tips for hiding an4 from your family? โ๏ธ
maybe I should try those online di3ts over a week or two so at least I'm not entirely wasting my time not actively loosing โ๏ธ
what would I be without di3t coke ?โ๏ธ
i miss june 24 when 100kc4lz felt too much, now i completly lost track of restr1ctiยฐns โ๏ธ
man I just realized I stopped posting after my breakup. I'm happy I'm back โ๏ธ
"those are just personality traits" but do your personality traits make you take iq tests ? Do they make ppl bully you ? Do they make you think everyone has something going on that they hide bc you've been taught to hide your real self ? Do your personality traits impact every single aspect of your life ? Do your personality traits disable your executive fonction, social abilities, or capacity to care for yourself ? No, they just make you a b!tch Karen โ๏ธ
Repost :)
I admire b!itches with an0r3r!@ athl3t1c4 cuz wdym you have the strength and motivation to manage both your restr!cti0n results and your gym results โ๏ธ
do you ever look at your mutuals and start being proud of them ? or is it just me ? โ๏ธ
i bought new jeans and they make my legs look so much skinnier โ๏ธ
I miss when I'd l00se like 1.5-1.7kg a week โ๏ธ
IโVE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE
being a boy on 3dblr is so weird cuz when I look at th1nspโขs (overwhelmingly female) it feels like v0yeรผrism tho I really don't look at them that way โ๏ธ
update me on your progress, your goals, I wanna see how my mutuals/followers are doing :)) โ๏ธ
happy new year, 31 days late
i missed y'allโ๏ธ
I've been through a sort of "bUrn out" for the past 2 months or so and gain3d back 3-4kgs, feel free to bulLรฟ me into loosing them โ๏ธ
how it feels returning to tumblr after a binge streak
not saying no to the Starbucks employee and ending up eating too much cuz anyway how could you refuse a pumpkin spice donut??? ๐โ๏ธ
I was abt to open an $h pic when a kid sat next to me on the subway ๐๐ โ๏ธ
Is it bad I don't want to be like DEATHLY BONE thin? I don't mean oh she looks underw31ght, but like oh they look like a famine survivor?
Great example eugenia cooney, I don't wanna look like her. AT ALL. But I wanna look like a pilates princess and or snejana onopka.
I feel so invalid when I see ppls th1n$p0 as the thinnest deathest person alive.
Ik it's not just me but I feel like my goal isn't sick enuff ?
Non-ed havers will never understand what it's like to be filled with mixed disgust, panic, and longing every time you see food. ๐ญ like do I want it? do I hate it? do I hate myself for wanting it and therefore hate it? all of the above.
I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage