Curate, connect, and discover
doing all my homework in a few hour period that I was supposed to be working on over the past 3 weeks then letting myself engage in my hyperfixation as a little treat
One of my stims is spinning and I stimmed so hard I fell down and sprained my ankle. Why am I like this 💔
having an autism meltdown all by yourself handsome?
|| X: Hey, if [Part 0], [The beginning], [Part 1] and [Part 2] from your story/au was told from your oc perspective, how would it sound? ||
|| Me: Like this: ||
|| Many things happened to this girl (and yes, she had black hair, but the more she grew and developed her quirk, the more her father's genetics appeared, that is, All For One and his white ass hair, at least she has hair like inko) ||
|| As a bonus, take this little draw of my oc and her brother :D ||
|| Oh yeah this is accurate ||
What I mean when I do not control the hyperfixation.
|| Sometimes I don't understand how there are people who think that some autistic people (me included) are stupid and don't know how to do anything. ||
|| Like, yes i can FUCKING cook, study, READ AND WRITE and do the same as you. The only thing you could beat me at is talking to PEOPLE. ||
|| In my defense ||
1) I had to use gacha because it would be a torture to do this on a draw (And Idk how to draw well-)
2) I already had the ocs done there
((P.S: I'll be adding more stuff about all the characters and the story of the AU! But please be patient with me!))
((P.S.S: I am very clear that my protagonist would hit me badly for everything I put her through-))
Edit: ((P.S.S.S: The AU focuses a LOT on Kumika and Tsubasa, and everything they had to go through in the process to escape from the "Daycare", but there is interaction with All For One, just a little later-))
Soooo my brain is infected by TMA again. I adore this silly podcast with all my heart, n now that lil special interest (which has lasted 3 years, n I’ve relistened 2 the series over 20 times probs), is turning in2 me creating a fanseries. At least in my head rn. If I ever get around 2 writing, getting voice actors, n video editors, I might make my lil fanseries idea in2 an actual thing. If anyone wants, I can rant ab my ideas for hourssss (pls someone ask me, I wanna rant ab it so badddd)
BE WARNED MUTUALS. A NEW AUTISM HAS BEEN UNLOCKED
Sometimes, I think that no one actually has a personality, and they r all just pretending. Then I remember I'm autistic. And also a theater performance major. I doubt these three things are connected.
The best part about listening to music with headphones is feeling all the sounds bounce around in your brain like a pinball machine
to be honest i don't really like that sometimes representation makes autistic people look like just silly little dudes who all that colourful and happy
like okay sure autistic people have a right to be happy and enjoy things but i wanna see the not-so-happy part of life. yeah, people portray stuff like going nonverbal and sensory overload and all that. but what about those time when you have to shut up mid sentense because you don't wanna sound rude? when you choose to stay silent and exclude yourself from conversations? when you over think what you all the time? when you feel to much and people keep trying to talk to you and you need to shove your feelings down because otherwise you will snap at them? when you have to prepare yourself for hours to simply answer the text from a friend? when something out of your control happens and it changes all your routine and you just sitting there trying not to cry? when your family forget to tell you that you all going to visit relatives and you have 0 time to prepare yourself?
i'm gonna be honest with you: been neurodivergent sucks but lack of opportunity to see people struggling with the same shit sucks more
I think the autism spectrum should look like a spider web that way everyone has their own little individual spot on it
I don't like the line because I see it and think it's the autismometer
I HATE BEING AUTISTIC Σヽ(゚Д゚; )ノ
the neurodivergent experience:
20% of the time: wowwieee!!! i love my passions and interests!!!!! they make me so happy i want to jump up and down!!!!! weee!!!!!!! :3333333333
80% of the time: this mind is a prison
People wanna be my friend and then they realise I put more commitment into talking and analysing everything about how to train your dragon than an actual friendship
I just found out yesterday that the httyd audiobooks are free on youtube and I'm already on book 4
@howtopostanaudiobook on YouTube (they also have the 1st 2 books of the wizards of once)
My friend made a comment about my autism but I never told her I have autism so I looked up at her and I said "how did you know I have autism?" And she said "You're reading how to train your dragon right now."
guess who has two thumbs and has found out he's been masking at dr's appointments :)
this dumbass right here :))
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Whenever I see myself on camera, I kind of give myself uncanny valley. Like an alien in a human suit that's trying its best to fit in, and being like 98% successful. Actually that's the autism isn't it
Hey I got this squishy stress ball, do u wanna feel it? (Autistic flirting)
Deciding how.. "smart" or something like that someone is based on how they function in an environment with every aspect fine-tuned for people who's brains function in a vastly different way from that person is like putting a professional artist in a Chemistry lab with an organization system that only the Chemist who owns the lab can understand and expecting them to cook a recipe they have never heard of and do not even know the ingredients for. With only the things already in the lab and a four minute time limit despite the minimum cook time of twenty-three days.
I wonder if my personal outrage at fairies in so many different froms of media being made out to be perfect, pure, cute, and harmless rather than dangerous beings not of this realm is connected to me wanting neurotypicals to leave me alone (through fear or respect if necessary, I don't care) rather than treat me like I am a cute little child that cannot understand anything and never will.
Autistic folks like myself used to be perceived as like changelings and such after all.
my dad just came back from shopping within autism hours where they don't play music or announcements and dim the lights at the local mall and he said it was the best shopping experience he'd had in a while.
Now I know people who aren't autistic also benefit from a non-overstimulating environment. But when I tell you I got a vivid flashback to me telling my therapist I might be autistic and since there's a genetic component maybe one of my parents is and she was like "and which parent do you thinn exhibits these [autistic] behaviours?" and I said my dad and she said "Yes that's also what I thought."
Everyday I rue the one therapy session my dad went to when he was younger and he sat there in silence for one hour. Dad you could've changed my life.
Having depression and autism plus hyper fixations is crazy cause whaddya mean I was sobbing uncontrollably unable to leave my bed this morning but now I’m jumping around and squealing with joy cause I read a cool comic book???
Ford horrific misunderstanding
Pls don't tag this as stancest, I will fucking cry
When you're autistic and your "neurotypical" bestie complains about literally every autism symptom known to man kind while also denying it, but you can't intervene since it's a canon event.
"those are just personality traits" but do your personality traits make you take iq tests ? Do they make ppl bully you ? Do they make you think everyone has something going on that they hide bc you've been taught to hide your real self ? Do your personality traits impact every single aspect of your life ? Do your personality traits disable your executive fonction, social abilities, or capacity to care for yourself ? No, they just make you a b!tch Karen ☀️
Repost :)
“Autism doesn’t cause low empathy! In fact we’re all just hyperempathetic we’re not bad peo-“
SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP.
There’s a few things going on with this statement.
1. Assuming that low empathy makes someone a bad person. It does not. Actions are what matter, not empathy levels.
2. Demonizing autistic people whose low/no empathy they attribute to their autism. Autism fundamentally impacts the way you interact with the world, others, and yourself. That includes empathy.
Anyway I love you people with low/no empathy this is a safe space for you <3
Signed,
A very pissed off autistic person with fluctuating empathy levels