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|| X: What hurts you the most when you draw that oc you make Afo's daughter?? ||
|| Me: The fact that even if the face came out super beautiful I have to erase a part of it because the hair goes through that area... ||
Bitch, Literally me rn:
|| X: Oh so your oc was kidnapped for 12 years, does that mean you made the heroes save her or something? ||
|| Me: Nope :D ||
|| When I tell you that nobody save this girl's ass, I tell you, NOBODY DID. And that goes for all the other children/teenagers/young adults who were with her, they saved themselves and I made some die trying to reach their freedom. 🤷 ||
|| Sometimes I don't understand how there are people who think that some autistic people (me included) are stupid and don't know how to do anything. ||
|| Like, yes i can FUCKING cook, study, READ AND WRITE and do the same as you. The only thing you could beat me at is talking to PEOPLE. ||
thinking about karai
my arttober spree kinda got in the way of my schooling but ill still think of this one as a post for it !!
Inktober day 8: teeth
doodle from skool cuz uh yeha!!1!1!
click for better quality‼️‼️
i’m supposed to be doing homework rn but i wanna scroll on tumblr sooo……..
i’m so fuckekd
Me: *asks my followers to send me writing prompts*
My Followers: *send writing prompts to my inbox*
*finds out that classic sonic is 33+ years old*
I have another artwork I recently did for winter, but I was late for fall, so ain't no way that imma be early for winter. That would disrespect the ✨leaves✨.
Get ready, it's my best background yet 😈
update on fic posting
I will not follow a schedule but I will have dates that I will try to have one out before or on. okay?
Mermay!! AfO's turn!!!
Wake up, puppet boy!!!!!
wanna shift but it feels hard? be lazy and ask the universe/gods to do it for you!
(kind of a method, but i hate the term now)
okay so who said that the universe or the gods can’t shift you? didn’t we say that realities are infinite therefore infinite possibilities exist? then why are we, again, limiting ourselves? now i’m pissed so you’re gonna hear me out.
assumptions create reality. therefore let’s say you’re hellenic pagan and you worship the god Hermes, then he sure as hell can shift you to your desired reality. why? because you believed so. because you ASSUMED he would shift you. he is a god who travels between realms therefore it should be easy to shift a mortal, no?
so if you struggle with self confidence you can still rely on the gods or the universe itself (which are still both part of you). give an offering and ask them with respect to shift you to your dr. and then just TRUST THEM.
Put in the tags how many scars you have and how you got them
insomnia doodles
hey,, any art for today is going to be delayed a couple hours, so depending on your timezone, it might be tomorrow for you. sorry about that, take care.
Real quick just gonna post a few of my drawings from my art book on WP, gimme a moment.
LoSH Week | 2023 Day 1 | Legion Tryouts | Body swap | Juxtaposition | @loshappreciationweek
“You can do this. You got this.”
Saw the prompt and new immediately what I wanted.
what date is it ... ?
lots of doodles and drawings i'm not too much of a fan of cause while i drew like my life depended on it during some months (July, August, September, fucking OCTOBER, jesus), on others it was kinda like i forgot how to hold a pen,, regardless !! it's over. happy,, uh,, January,,,, 16th. yeah.
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((closeups below ,,
ocs
oc
c!Tommy
oc
Law n Luffy
Grian (my beloved)
Grian and (s3) Jon Sims (Head Archivist of the Magnus Institute, London)
GRIAN
pride duo ((PlanetLord and SpokeIsHere
ocs
prideduo :((
submission for 1vy's (@/1vyballs on youtube) xmas art contest, character by 1vy ((wanted to put my Hatsune Grian art for this month but this was the only thing i rendered ALL FUCKING YEAR good job smartass so i felt obligated
woah what a year. i'll drink to the next one being ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LIKE IT. okay yeah that's all.
obligatory gay post for pride month
Damn I thought this was bro what the fuck how did what
My Paintings so far this year
I do too much rebloging holy shit
You can actually see where each fandom obsession cuts off that’s crazy
BLah
I thought that I was really in love with you.
But, lately I found out that it was a temporary feeling. I never loved you. You've always left me disappointed, confused and obsessed.
Why obsessed?
Because, I have never loved you. I don't know you. I love the idea that I created of you. It's hard to realise it, in fact, I took too long to understand this. I could have ended everything since the beginning and I wouldn't have been here worrying about stupid feelings. I'm obsessed with the idea that I created of you. The you that doesn't exist. A dangerous guy, with anger issues that hates everyone except me.
And I told him: Look, I've been playing with you from the beginning and I don't love you.
I didn't talk to him from that day. But I think of him even if I don't know him. Does this have an explanation? Is there a philosopher who has got theories that are going to help me discover what I'm feeling? I've studied for years philosphy and psychology but I never seem to understand myself. I am a big mess.
I've went to different psychoanalysts but they found no way of comforting and helping me.
I've read thousands of books, specifically romance books, but do you know how bored they have made me? They annoy me now. But I continue reading them. They're full of fantasies and utopic worlds but I so believe them, I don't know how to get out of that illusion.
How do I turn off my reasoning and consciousness? I want to disappear. I want to be free. I want to live with someone that I truly love.
How do I learn how to love? Is there someone that teaches this? Are there theories or books that talk about this?
I want to know how to actually ,love someone with all my heart and to get to know that person for everything they have and possess and follow them till they die because that's what my mission needs to be. I want to be there for someone till the day I die. Is there a way to find this? Is there a way to believing in love? I'm desperate to know.
But you know what puts me in a crisis? That is understanding love. From what I've understood about myself, I am a person that views love as a love with violence and aggression, sacrificies and problems, imperfections and perfections, optimistic point of views and cosy touches, physical connection, spiritual connection, sexual touches, sweet words and harmful words that push you to hate the person you "love" and finally hating yourself for loving them.
How can I think this way? Who do I think I am? A goddess?
What if I got to know this guy and actually fell in love with him, what would really happen?
I would be desperate and heartbroken and hate myself for falling for somebody that I don't deserve and that I shouldn't waste my time with and not waste my life for neither energy. I would hate myself for falling for someone who isn't who I idealised. This is unacceptable.
I wanna be free. I wanna love someone and suffer forever. You know what I want to suffer because that's what I live for. That's how I've learnt to survive. I have been raised with violence and anger issues and problems. I need someone that treats me how I think he should treat me.
I don't know how my idealised man is. I have no idea how he is. I literally don't know. Like can you imagine that I wrote this whole story and bullshit for something that I don't really know or believe or think or reason about, oh my god I am truly crazy. I talk noonsense. I am a bullshiter and I accept it. Thank you for today.
K.M.
