Latest Posts by ik4ruus - Page 2

Not me going on 3dblR the second I exit the call with my psychiatrist that I spent 1h gaslighting into thinking my "mother" made up my 3d cuz she really wants me to have one (which isn't completely fake, she just wishes I had an "easier" 3d to instrumentalize)☀️

a little late but yeah im locked in for this october ☀️🎃

scrolling on edblr... absolutely stuffing it.... and lets just say by "it" haha.... i mean my face

guess who does this all day (me) !!!!

☀️🔸Introduction 🔸☀️

perso infos 🌞

🔸Ikarus

🔸male, he/him

🔸audhd

🔸an4

Tags 🐝

🔸an0R3x!@

🔸 journaling

☀️Infos under the cut☀️

sw:63

lw:49

cw:55

gw:45

yk you're lonely as fuck when you run into the bathroom during school breaks because they don't allow phones so the stall is the only place you can use it but instead of texting your friends you talk to a c.ai bot like its your friend instead cuz literally no one talks to you during break 😋😋 (im going to kill myse

I hate maths

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But I love maths

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"those r just personality traits" but do your personality traits make you take iq tests ? Do they make ppl bully you ? Do they make you think everyone has something going on that they hide bc you've been taught to hide your real self ? Do your personality traits impact every single aspect of your life ? Do your personality traits disable your executive fonction, social abilities, or capacity to care for yourself ? No, they just make you a b!tch Karen ☀️

how to build an online space only with ppl who dont hate on others every occasion they get, have actual non-brainrot humor, like to share and accumulate knowledge, and look cool, no glue no borax☀️

the bitch pretending to be my mother denying my autism around her friends is my favorite animal ☀️

sometimes i remember i have an irl friend as a moot on tumblr, then i tweak for approximately 10sc, and then i go back to oversharing (hi gabriel 😽👋) ☀️

i love you guys sm fr ☀️

i love girl anas i love boy anas i love enby anas i love straight anas i love queer anas i love anas w high res i love anas w low res i love anas w mid res i love anas w high sw i love anas w low sw i love anas w mid sw i love anas who also have other eds i love plus sized anas i love average anas i love underweight anas i love anas who snack throughout the day i love anas who eat full meals i love anas that do short fasts i love anas that do long fasts i love anas that dont fast i love clean eating anas i love junkorexic anas i love all anas <3

im either cvtting, complaining abt not r3strict!ng well enough, or studying til i can't think anymore and i wont stop until i get skinnier and keep those grades up.

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me after any tiny inconvenience in my life: "it's because i'm f4t isn't it"

me last night fr

Kind of interesting that there’s overlap in the aspec and poly spaces

idc if you cut for attention, it’s still self-harm.

idc if you only have ‘baby’ cuts, it’s still self-harm.

idc if you burn, it’s still self-harm.

idc if you bruise, it’s still self-harm.

idc whatever you do, as long as it is intentionally hurting yourself; it’s still self-harm.

all self-harm is valid.

It’s literally disgusting how many old freak pedos slither their way into the ED community. Those types of people are literally as low as it can get.

Reblog if you do not welcome pedos anywhere near your page‼️

your friendly reminder to maybe screenshot your fołlowińg/moots list just in case tvmbłr gets you so you can find your friends easier - with love, you friendly neighbourhood bea who got got 3 times already so she knows her shit <3

there's this girl in my class who's so th!n when i saw her for the first time i thought "an4" and it turned out her name is anna ☀️

i am not like y’all , i will open tumblr in public without a second thought . if you’re invading my privacy by looking at my phone , i will scar you in return