Chaoticnightmarekitty - Vent Rant Blog Yippie

sometimes i just get hit with the feeling

i wasnt supposed to make it this far

also what do i do now

touch-starvation needs to be written with emphasis on the starving part. you are hungry to be touched. so hungry that even the very taste of it makes you nauseous. it has been long since anything has ever touched you, ever fed you - that your body has grown more used to that gnawing emptiness more than anything else. it's better for you to be held, to eat but it makes you sick to try. you know

About to reinstall discord!!

To check if i missed any important messages!1!!

To check if my favorite person messaged me!!!

To only see an empty inbox

To 0 messages

To an empty dm list.

Another reminder that I have no one to talk to.

"Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?" no i want a best friend/roommate/soulmate that I can go on silly adventures with and hang out with and have deep intellectual discussions with and we can be life partners without any of the romance stuff

just had an experience

how it feels to spam my mutuals

I FEAR I WILL NEVER KNOW HAHAHAHAHAHA

why are romantic relationships / affection prioritized over other types of relationships / affection i hate it here

does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver