Chaoticnightmarekitty - Vent Rant Blog Yippie

what the balls

Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

just had an experience

I feel like I never see other jirai that are over 18. It's always 14-16 year old kids, and it's just... so awkward. I shouldn't be considered old yet, but even then whenever I'm in a space for something I like there are always so many children! and it makes me feel like a Total Creep!!! and all while I'm just here to see that other people struggle like me and love the same things as me!

Real shi. Sure is a pain to dismantle it

as most girls do

For me being in a qpr lately is like. No we're not dating. Yes this is my boyfriend isn't he great and lovely and handsome aren't I lucky. No I don't want anyone to mistake us for romantic partners. Yes I want to marry him. No we're not "just friends". Yes I don't want people to think our friendship matters less than our love. No I don't care what people think. Yes I want you to know that we're each other's and each other's alone. No I've never had a crush on him. Yes, I love him with all my heart and soul.

Bedrotted yesterday, bedrotting today, bedrotting tomorrow.

survived checking my bank account. i deserve a little treat

headphones aren't enough. i need the song to stab me in the chest